Insane

You are mine.

"From today on... You are mine."

Medyo di pa nag register yun sa utak ko kaya inulit niya ng may authority ang boses.

"You. Are. Mine."

Hindi ko masyadong matandaan kung bakit ngyari to. Kung pano napunta sa ganto. Naaalala ko lang nakilala ko siya sa bar kung saan madalas ako. We danced got drunk and fucked.. Hard. Siya rin ang first time ko. At isa yun sa mga regrets ko. Why? Why did I gave in to a person na I don't have feelings for? Maybe nadala ako sa alak at sa init na naramdaman ko noon. I thought it was just a one night stand pero nagulat ako ng pag uwi ko tumatawag na siya sa cellphone ko. Iadd niya din pala ako sa facebook noon dahil kinukulit niya akong mag kita kami ulit. I tried deactivating my facebook for a week kasi di naman pwedeng forever in hoping that he'll give up after a week. Pero hindi. Tatlo ang accounts ko and to my surprise nahanap niya yun lahat at nun din ako kinulit. So nakipag kita nalang ako. I said to my self that time 'I'll just tell him to fuck off pag nag kita kami' pero hindi.. hindi pala dahil sa alak ang dahilan ng pag kakabigay ko ng saili ko sakanya. It's because he's too hot to resist. Pero kahit gano pa siya ka hot I really can't bring myself to like him. When we had our second sex he said 'I like you.' And of course di ako nag padala! No way in hell. We just met! Pero pag nakikita ko siya I totally lose control of my body. I don't like him yes but I want him... my body desire him.

And this.. this is our third time of sexual intercorse and fuck habang nakahiga kami at nag papahinga he hugged me suddenly and told me that. First I laughed at him and said "Do you know what you're talking about?" He nodded yes so I said " sorry I don't do relationships."

Natigil siya sa pag phophone and he glared at me..

"Do not try to reject me Angel." He said and then looked at his phone again.

I shivered when he said that. It's like kung dinisobey ko siya.. he will kill me.

"I-I... I just did." I stammered a little at first but still why do I have to follow orders from him?

This time, he locked his phone and then faced me..Napalunok naman ako ng mag katitigan kami sa mata. Is he really that serious??

"That's why I like you babe... you don't know me..but sorry to say... I don't accept rejection." While he said those words he hugged me softly. Nakaupo kasi siya sa head board kanina and ako nakahiga. We are both naked right now. And then while saying those words he snuggled sa chest part ko.

I giggled thinking why not right? He is hot and kinda cute right now.

"Okay okay. Bahala na." Sabi ko. Pero sa loob looban ko sabi ng utak ko walang papatunguan to. Break din bagsak namin dito. Masama na kung masama pero siya nag pumilit kahit na sabi kong ayoko.

I know he'll just cheat on me. Sooo I'll do the same.

Well I know that he's texting a girl right now kasi ayaw niya ipakita yung screen ng phone niya. So syempre wala naman akong pakeelam. Hahha. So ako din nag facebook nalang at tumingin ng mga cute things. At napatingin ako sa rabbit picture na post ng kaibigan ko. I asked him "isn't he cute??" Without thinking na I used the word he and cute which is nakaka misunderstand... pero di nag register sa utak ko yung sinabi ko agad at bigla niya akong hinalikan.. masakit.. marahas..

"Ano ba!?" I shouted at tinulak ko siya ng medyo malakas. I think I tasted blood? I touched my lips and yes! It is blood!

"Do not look at other guys and ask my opinion about them. I don't fucking give a shit about it." He said while gritting his teeth tightly.

"Fuck it it's just a rabbit for pete's sake!" I shouted back and he softened a little. "What is wrong with you?!"

Natauhan na ata siya cause he gave me a peck on the lips and said "I'm sorry, Just jealous." And snuggled back to my chest.

I was still mad because it hurt but same time kinilig din cause who wouldn't right? I thought hindi niya sinasadyang masugatan ako. I thought he was just a jealous possessive hot guy. And some part of me ang natuwa cause finally I have a boyfriend..

But little did I know that our start..was a little by little chains.