Insane

Why me?

I sat on Trystan's bed as I over think what's happening right now.

It was supposed to be a fun night when I met him but look where it got me. In despair. Locked up in Trystan's room crying. So he's this crazy huh? Why didn't I notice? Maybe he is some kind of mafia don then everything would make sense. I just want to ask one thing. Why me?

I'm not that special. Not that attractive. Not that great in bed. I'm nothing.. but why me? Why in the world is it always me?

I calmed my self down and tried to think of a way out. Yep. That's the best thing I could do for now. I an't gonna cry my eyes out here forever. That wouldn't help me.

I stood up and reached for the door and locked it. Then to the veranda's door but it won't open, shit he thought of this through.

But no worries I'm good at lock picking. I practiced a lot because I was locked once. Anyways I need something sharp.

I searched the whole wrong for a sharp thing and found a wire.

*click.* the sound of the door which I successfully unlocked. Now how to get out of here. His condo Is at the very top of the building. Shit I should've think this throughly before opening the veranda.

"You can do this Angel. You've done it once can do it twice. But shit it was a small shack. This is a fucking tall building." I said to myself as I think of a plan.

I just hope that Trystan won't notice anything..

As I look for the emergency exit there was a knock at the door.

"Love? Are you awake? Why is the door locked?"

I did not answer and in panic I went inside the room once again. Yes. I HOPE THIS WORKS!

I left the veranda door open and hid inside the closet.

This is it? Angel??! The best thing you could think of is this? I'm so fucked.

I heard a load banging from the door and I think I heard keys. Well at least he's not that dumb to break the door down.

I felt my body shake when I heard footsteps approaching.

"SHIT! KYLE! GAURD THE FRONT AND BACK DOOR! TELL THEM TO SEARCH EVERY FUCKING FLOOR!!" I heard Trystan Scream, I heard heavy footsteps walk towards the opposite of my  hiding place and felt happy about it.

What the?? now is not the time to be crying! I thought as I wiped my tears. I didn't even realize that I'm already crying. I covered my mouth in order to hide my sobs.

Shit.. Angel.. just a little more.. and you're out of this! I don't care how much it cost me but I'm gonna run away where he never finds me!

I thanked all the gods when the door shut closed. I sighed and closed my eyes for a bit. This is it. When Trystan's men are busy looking for me out side. I'll be busy planning an escape.

Determined, I slowly opened the closet's doors. Once I made sure that there was no one around I then carefully went out.

Shit all of this is making me crazy. Ok. Time to dress up. I grabbed some of Trystan's clothes in his closet and changed into them. I hid my own clothes under the mattress so he won't know that I changed clothes.

I also took a cap and sunglasses on the drawer and then walked towards the door. My hands were shaking as I hold the knob so I tried to calm myself down first.

"Okay. Angel. You can do this. You must do this. You can't let your self die here. You can't be that man's toy." I said to my self and then turned to knob.

Coast clear, I thought after I peeked at the hallways. They're not in this floor.

Lumabas ako ng condo ni Trystan and walked towards the elevator na parang walang ngyari. And since naka pang lalakeng damit ako ngayon I lit up a cigaret and tried to act like a guy. Naubo ubo ako nung una since I haven't had a cigaret before and that fact na alam ni Trystan yun I think I could deceive him with this kung nakita man niya ko.

Ng makarating sa first floor, bigla akong kinabahan ulit. I sighed and as the elevators door opened I stood tall and tried not to look suspicious. One step out of the elevator I cleared my mind out of any distractions. Almost there. I think they didn't notice my presence.

I'm almost there.. 5 more steps and I'm gonna run as fast as I can out of here! That's right Angel, you're gonna get out of here! I smiled a little knowing that I won! That I was able to get out of Trystan's cage at last! And I am never going back to any clubs ever again!

I fastened my speed and when I was able to step one step out of the building my smile grew wider and I was ready to run when I was hugged from behind by two strong arms.

SHIT!

Just like that, hope crushed by these two arms wrapped around me. I started to cry once again thinking I may not be able to walk out of this terrible fate.

"Where are you going babe? I don't remember ever planning the date today. Why go out?" My eyes grew bigger in surprise as I recognize the devil behind me..

"Le-let me go.. p-please..I-I wo-would pay you! A-as much as you want!! J-just let me go.. I d-don't wa-want this.." I tried to kick him, tried my best to fight him! But.. but it's no use.. what for... when I know.. I know it won't make a difference.. I stopped resisting and just covered my face with my hands.. it's no use...

"Aww.. you don't want this baby? But.. I wan't you.. I don't need your money either honey.. I just want your everything.. I WANT YOU."

That and his chuckle is the last thing I heard before everything went black.