welcome back mr. abuse

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welcome back mr. abuse

you think im just a child

when you see me again

after two years

you'll see

that the girl you knew

and use to abuse

is now almost a teenager

with cuts on her arms

a few burns too

not knowing how

im going to explain them to you

should i dress like a slut

in my tube top and mini skirt

just to prove to you

that im not a baby

someone you can abuse anymore

wishing that this moment

would never come

knowing i have to forgive

if i ever want to get on

with my life

because it's my life not yours

mr. abuse get a life

stop trying to take mine

i won't let you take it

should i dress like a star

the ruler of the stage

to show you that i can still have fun

should i dress how i used to

back when you knew me

in comfy shorts and a tank

playing sports

till the sun goes down

maybe a mix of them all

why did you do this to me

make me get so nervous

about seeing you

it's not fair

i'm the one who had to suffer then

and now i have to do all the suffering

maybe one day you'll actually care

about me

mr. abuse this might just be

my only chance to forgive

am i too stubborn to do it

or just plain scared

why can't i just take control of my own life

mr. abuse

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