i cry myself to sleep
each and every night
wanting to be happy
i grab a bin
knowing happiness
only comes from being thin
at least that's what
my ana friends have told me
i need to do this
for you and for me
i want you to see
soomeone beautiful when you look at me
you tell me i am
and constantly tease
your always there if i ever need to cry
i know i have friends who do this
but they know my little secret
you don't know it
and i'm afraid one day you will
and if you find out
you'll hate me forever
but everyone says
your too good for that
i'm afraid to get hurt
but i love you so much
i can't help but stare
everytime i see you
people tell me
you feel the same way
but do i make you smile everytime i come to mind
see this is why i must be beautiful
someone you can carry
up the stairs
like a fairy tale
this must be done
so let me grab that bin
let me be thin
