The Road To Forgiveness.

Chapter Thirty

Today was the day bianca was getting released from the hospital. Christmas was three days away and she was not in no type of mood for it.

"Hey how are you feeling?" Nate asked.

Bianca shrug and signed her discharged papers.

"I'm...ok." She mumbled.

Nate sigh and wrapped his arms around her.

"Nate just stop." She shrugged him off walking out the hospital room.

Nate sigh and rubbed his hands over his face. Bianca gave the papers to the nurse and she went outside sighing.

"Come on baby." Nate said as the car pulled up.

He opened the door as she got in leaning the seat all the way back sighing.

"I was thinking we could go for a walk or something to take your mind off of things." He said.

"I just want to go home." She mumbled.

He sigh and rubbed her thigh, but she pushed it away and looked out the window. Once they pulled up to hee house Nate opened the door for her and she got out and went in the house.

Nate grabbed her things and went inside.

"How's she doing?" Melanie asked.

"She's pushing me away." Nate said.

Melanie sigh.

"She thinks it's her fault." Melanie said.

"But she heard what the doctor said." He said.

"That's how it is Nate...just give her some time." She said.

"But I'm hurting to Mel...that was my baby to." He said.

"I know you are Nate but-" He interrupted her.

"No buts that's my girl up there in pain and I feel helpless knowing I can't do SHIT!" He yelled.

Melanie seen tears build up in his eyes as he slid down the wall. Melanie wrapped her arms around him.

"Shhhh." She said.

"I can't do nothing she won't let me touch her she ignores me." He cried.

"All she needs is time to grieve and so do you baby so do you give it a day or two." She said rubbing his back.

He sniffed and stood up.

"I'll see you later." He mumbled grabbing his coat and leaving.

Bianca sat in her room looking out the window watching as the snow fell. She didn't know how to feel at this point no matter what the doctor said she still felt like she could've done something.

"Bianca honey." Melanie said.

Bianca turned and looked at Melanie.

"I've got you something to eat I thought you might've been hungry." She said sitting the tray of food down.

"Not hungry." She mumbled.

"Come on honey you have to eat." She said.

"I said I wasn't hungry." She snapped.

Melanie sigh and sat by her.

"You feel hopeless...like you could've did something no matter what you heard." Melanie said.

"Don't." Bianca said.

"You feel like nothing and you feel like you let him down." She said.

Bianca let the tears fall and sniffed.