Fourteen

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I've been really happy today, my self confidence was really high (idk what to call it) and yea I just liked the way I looked for once but then my dad ruined it. We were going to pick up some food and I forgot to get up the first time he said and like a half an hour later he came back into my room and told me to get ready and I said "oh yea, I forgot" and i chuckled and little and he just got like super pissed like idkkk Its dumb and now I feel shitty again so yay :)

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Josh was 21. He would finish college (a/n Unlike tyler, Tyler didn't go to college. I forgot to mention that oops.) in a month, it was an exciting thought, to be able to leave. Although he wouldn't be able to see with his friends everyday anymore and he didn't know where he would go. Now that he thought about it more, where would he go? He decided to push the thought away and focus on class. He day dreamed a lot, especially during class.

He had friends all three years of school, the first year he only had a couple because he didn't know anyone and was new to the whole 'school' thing. The second year he knew who everyone was and had a lot of friends, about twenty. This year he only had two but he decided he liked that the best. His friends were Brendon and Melanie.

He also had come out about his sexuality. He 'experimented' with it and dated six girls over the course or the first two years of college. (a/n wOAH) Girls really liked him because of a) his abs b) he was really hot (a/n💦) (I'll leave) c) he would just say yes to anyone who would ask him out. They were basically using him for his nice looks. He only had sex with two of the girls and he just hated everything about dating girls. Their drama, the sex, and really everything. So he decided he was in fact, gay.

He dated brendon after they became friends but they both decided they didn't like it and stuck to being friends. They just wern't right for each other.

After they broke up, Brendon found out ryan, an old friend was going to the same school. They talked and eventually did more than talking  (If you know what I mean 😏)  So now Ryan and brendon had been dating for a little less than a year and wanted to get married, they were madly in love. Sometimes Josh wish he had someone he cool love, but he decided that would never happen.

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