My World-Our World (Joshler)

Twenty

*Trigger warning*

(Honestly though I wouldn't skip this chapter, a lot happens)

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Josh woke up first, walking in the living room quietly, in case tyler was still alseep, he was. He picked up Jenna and stared at sleeping tyler for a moment before walking to the kitchen. (Which was basiclly the sane room as the living room) He knew Jenna was defiantly hungry by now but he didn't have any milk or formula for her. He decided waking up tyler would be the best option. He brushed a hand against his face "Tyler wake up" his eyes popped open and landed on Jenna in joshes arms. He quickly sat up and grabbed the baby. "Umm, Jenna has got to be hungry by now, we need to go to the store to get some food, I can go you don't want to." "I'll go with, just hold on, I'll need to get dressed" tyler told josh "Yea me too, I'll go in my room and give you privacy"

Tyler finished getting dressed and put Jenna on the couch momentarily while he walked to Joshes room, his door was cracked open, tyler let himself in, josh shirtless turned around to see him. Tyler became red "Oh sorry i just wanted to talk." Tyler scanned joshes body and came across fresh red cuts up and down joshes arm. Josh noticed and tried to throw a shirt on to cover up but tyler acted fast and pulled his wrist  him causing josh to also be pulled in next to him. "Josh, why?" Tylers eyes were watering and so were joshes at this point. Tyler shot a sympathetic look to Josh who replied "I just, I'm so bored of this place, i hate everything here, honestly i hate Anthony, everything has to be his way. He's hit me before. He won't move with me and he won't let me go or brake up with him. I'm scared tyler" tyler pulled the shirtless boy into a hug. "You want to brake up with him, right?" "I don't know, thats the thing. If he were to find me i don't even know what he would do to me. And i guess he's nice and caring, but that part of him is starting to fade. When i first met him i fell in love with him instantly and i want the part of him to come back." "Josh, this is an abusive relationship you're in and you need to leave, soon he'll become mean and he won't be anything like he was." "I know but if he finds me..." he was cut off short by tyler "He won't find you, come with me, we can drive as far as we want to get away" Josh softly nodded his head on tylers shoulder, still hugging. "We still need to get Jenna food" Josh pulled out of the hug and they went to Joshes car, the three of them.

They had trouble but eventually found the right food for Jenna and bought 20 small bottles. 

On the ride back tyler fed Jenna in the passenger seat and told josh about his father being abusive and comparing him to Anthony. Josh finally agreed on going with tyler, but it took a long time to comprimise.

Tyler stayed with josh for two more days before figuring out what he would have to do with Jenna, he couldn't tell Josh or he would flip out on him and disagree, but it was the best option. It was quick, he made contact with the married couple and the adoptive services. A day later he took Jenna to the couples house and gave her away. He made sure when he got back to delete the calls and messages with anything to do with this, he would be able to act like it never happened, that's what he wanted.

Later that day josh asked where Jenna was. Tyler was so scared to tell him, but it wasn't joshes baby, it was his and he had to do what was best for Jenna

"Tyler where's Jenna?"
Tyler cringed a bit
"I figured out what to do with her"
"What did you decide?"
"These married couple adopted her today, it was easy and quick, this way i didn't have to make it hard on myself."
"You gave her up for adoption!? And without telling me!!"
"Josh, she wasn't your baby"
"Do you think i give any fucks if she wasn't my baby??"
"Why are you so upset?" Tyler remained calm unlike Josh
"Why do you think? Oh my god tyler"
The silence was eating away at them. "Tyler, get out!" He pointed to the door
"What? Josh, no please"
"Tyler go"

Tyler started bawling and ran out the door. It hurt Josh to have to witness all this, he didn't even know exactly why he was so angry, when he thought about it he had no right to act this way, tyler was probably feeling terrible. No josh, act strong. Don't chase after him. Josh ran to his bedroom and started bawling. Why was he like this?

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