KID THE DEATH (In Love With A Grim Reaper) [BOOK TWO]

This is not real

He was whispering something. Something I couldnt quite make out.
' Wh-What? I..I cant hear you.' I said quietly to the glass infront of my trembling figure.
'..........'
he began to lose his curved smirk, as it turned into a cold look. A look of hate, and despair.
At this point I was getting odd looks from people passing by.
'........'
'Wh-' I was cut off by his voice being raised:
' All your fault... I despair of you.. you selfish girl.' he muttered.
my whole world froze in time, as everything went silent. His image disolved and the sounds of ordinary life around me amplified to normality once again.
I have to get out of here. I don't care where on earth I go, Just anywhere but here.
Who could I even talk to? Mum is still moaping about her boyfriend that turned out to work for Madusa.
Lord death? No, I'm sure that he would be having a hard time with the loss of his son. If I tell him about what i've seen, then I may just be scratching an already cut wound.

I dont even want to open up to Sakura. All that she'll do is pat me on the back and tell me to cheer up. But its not that simple. Its never that simple. Even if I do tell her about what i've...seen, she wont listen. She will tell me to book another appointment with my therapist, or even just change the subject and blabble on about her relationship with the brat we call Black Star.

I feel so alone in this. So isolated. As if Im the only living thing on a planet that I would call Hate and Lies.

I begin to walk faster in order to get out of this town, before I run into Soul and Maka. They had been talking until soul set his eyes on me. The mood of the conversation then turned from casual, to quiet.
' Hey (Y/n).' Maka said as she put on her comforting voice.
I paused and looked at them both.
'H-hi...I have to go.'
I quickly walked past them, before a warm hand was gripped to my lower arm softely pulling me back.
I looked back to see Soul staring at me with his hand wrapped around my wrist.
Maka looked at Soul in distress to let me go, but Soul just kept his vision planted on me.

'If you need to talk, or have a shoulder to cry on, we're here for you (Y/n).' he said seriously before loosening his grip allowing me to slip out from his grasp.

I paced backwards for a few steps looking at him in uncertainty before finally turning around running out of sight.

Soul's P.O.V
I stared into her twinkling eyes unable to move, before Maka was giving me her signature look of annoyance and distress.
I could tell that she wanted me to let (Y/n) go, but I won't . Not before I tell her that I'm here for her at least.

I clear my voice in order to speak without my stupid voice cracking, before putting on a serious facial expression.
'If you need to talk, or have a shoulder to cry on, we're here for you (Y/n).' I said before loosening my grip on her wrist.
After that she left.

I sighed, and scuffed the concrete ground with my head down.

' Soul, what the heck was that? Why did you do that?' She whisper screamed.
'I know. It was a stupid move-'
Stupid? Soul, I know you like her but she's been through a lot. Not to mention her boyfriend being slaughtered only last month. Now is not the time.'
I sighed in annoyance.
' I hate to say it, but your right. It's just not fair.'

Oh (Y/n). If only you knew how much you mean to me.