KID THE DEATH (In Love With A Grim Reaper) [BOOK TWO]

I Can't Take It Anymore

I roll over, and close my eyes. Trying to think of something positive for a change, but it doesn't work. I'm blank.

At this point, I'm feeling like i have nothing to live for. I only leave this room for food, which is not a lot. I'm practically starving myself. Thankfully, I have an ensuite connected to my room. So. Showers, water, and toilet aren't a problem.

Mum is sounding stressed. The other day, she was at my door in tears. Her sniffles and un timed breath made it noticeable.

She stayed out there for nearly two hours just telling me to let her in. How she's extremely worried about me, and I need to talk to her instead of bottling it all up.

That Dean piece of crap, left after I screamed at him still balling my eyes out that night I came home from the fight.

I haven't been back to school since, and I don't intend to either. That night, Lord death did his best to revive him, but as Mysti said. That weapon could kill anyone, and anything.
Soul and Maka have stopped by basically every afternoon, bringing some left overs to help us out, but I honestly can't eat. I will when I have to and my stomach won't take much more, but that's it.

It doesn't matter anymore. No. Tomorrow, it will all end. I'll write my note, I'll slip it under the door, and I'll take my life.

I may sound selfish, but I'll be torturing myself if I don't.
I'll only lead a miserable life anyway.

My thoughts floated around my mind about my plan for a while longer, before I finally fell asleep.
At this point, I'm feeling like i have nothing to live for. I only leave this room for food, which is not a lot. I'm practically starving myself. Thankfully, I have an ensuite connected to my room. So. Showers, water, and toilet aren't a problem.

Mum is sounding stressed. The other day, she was at my door in tears. Her sniffles and un timed breath made it noticeable.

She stayed out there for nearly two hours just telling me to let her in. How she's extremely worried about me, and I need to talk to her instead of bottling it all up.

That Dean piece of crap, left after I screamed at him still balling my eyes out that night I came home from the fight.

I haven't been back to school since, and I don't intend to either. That night, Lord death did his best to revive him, but as Mysti said. That weapon could kill anyone, and anything.
Soul and Maka have stopped by basically every afternoon, bringing some left overs to help us out, but I honestly can't eat. I will when I have to and my stomach won't take much more, but that's it.

It doesn't matter anymore. No. Tomorrow, it will all end. I'll write my note, I'll slip it under the door, and I'll take my life.

I may sound selfish, but I'll be torturing myself if I don't.
I'll only lead a miserable life anyway.

My thoughts floated around my mind about my plan for a while longer, before I finally fell asleep.