Your P.O.V
"Hey Y/n!!! How's it goin?" Niall said with a thick irish accent. "I'm okay" I (fake) smiled. "Your sure you didn't look fine when you turned around and saw me?" He said with concern. "I'm sure whats up?" I faked a very realistic smile and started to itch my cuts on my wrists that were hidden with my long sleeves in the middle of winter. "Nothin just going to the woods with my mates and their girlfriends for a bonfire I was wondering if you'd like to come?" "Um I don't feel to good Niall I just came back from the store to get some medicine for my fever and I wanted to get some rest so im not sick at school." I lied. "Oh Okay Y/N hope you feel better?" He said unsure of his words. I just nodded knowing I won't be here tomorrow so I shouldn't get attached to Niall.
Niall's P.O.V
I don't believe Y/n is sick there's something wrong with her and I will find out!!
Your P.O.V
I fast walk home feeling the urge to build up inside of me as I clutch the grocery bag full of new blades I bought from the grocery store. I swiftly grabbed my keys to my apartment and threw my Uggs off and shrugged my longsleeve sweater and ran to my bathroom still having a tight hold on the bag of razors. I quickly opened the bag and opened the 3-pack of razors I bought and held one in between my pointer finger and thumb just staring at my comfort and my release and my best friend. After I stared at it for what seems like for ever I wrote a letter to my family and, Niall, Niall why did I have to become so attached to you... After I wrote the letter I put on my best clothing (which is a beautiful light green spring dress and some white flats) and threw my wavy hair into a pony tail. I then proceeded to grab my best friend (Razor) and made a huge slit in both my wrists and laid down on my king sized bed looking out the skylight and into the beautiful frosty blue sky, as I smiled and said, " Goodbye life.." as I felt my self slowly drifting away...
Niall's P.O.V
"I'm sorry guys I need to check on Y/N. She said she wasn't feeling well..." I said unconvinced of her lie and the fake smile she gave me. "Oh.. sure mate just come back after checking on her yeah" Harry said in his deep voice. "Yeah.." I grabbed my keys to my beautiful black range rover and drove towards Y/N's house...
~Time skip~
I slowly walk to the door and knocked, "Y/N?? You here??" I walked in and looked around and saw an envelope... addressed to " Family and Niall " I opened and quickly went to where my name was scribbled neatly in her handwriting : "Niall,
I liked you a way I shouldn't have and shouldn't have gotten attached to your irish-self but I couldn't help but love you... I know I sound insane but you were my first person I got butterflies from talking to the sparks I felt when we would touch.. even this sounds cheesy but ill miss you please don't try and save me...
I Love You,
Y/N"
I ran to the bathroom to see a bloody razor... "Y/N!!!!!" I yelled whilst my voice cracked from sobbing as I reached her room she was wearing the dress I told her looked amazing on her with a smile on her face whilst her bed was soaked with her blood. I quickly grabbed my phone and dialed 9-1-1 and ran to her side as I wait or the ambulance to come and save my beautiful Y/N...
~The Ambulance Arrived~
I grabbed my phone again and took deep breaths calling her mother and family as I sped of in the ambulance with Y/N.
~Arriving at the hospital~
We arrived at the hospital Y/n looked so pale... so lifeless... Her once beautiful pink lips turned a light shade of purple as she was hooked up to so many machines. "I love you to Y/N..." The nurse walked me to the waiting room with Y/N's family whilst she told us to wait for the doctor for some more information.
~ 6 Hours Later~
"Good News!!" The doctor said whilst bursting through the door. "What!! Is she awake!? Is she breathing!? Did she lose her memory!?" I said bombarding the doctor with questions "Yes, yes, and no she is perfectly healthy just needs rest and more blood into her circular system, but she has to stay here for 2 days for recovery." He said whilst a small smile on his face. "Thank god..." I breathed out whilst sitting in a chair in Y/N's room.
Your P.O.V
I woke up to a loud string of annoying beeps "Beep beep... beep beep..." "Ugh" I groaned trying to shut off the annoying sound. I heard a low chuckle. "Where am I?" "The hospital" I heard a thick irish accent say... Niall. "Nial!?!" I said opening my eyes seeing the blondie sitting in the chair right beside my feet. "The one and only" He said with tears in his eyes. "Why Y/N?" "Reasons..." I muttered under my breath. "You know Y/N I do love you aswell I thought you didn't feel the same..." Are You kidding me I loved since highschool Ni!!!" I yelled/giggled. "Well I love you Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N" Niall said whilst kissing me. "I love you too Niall James Horan" I said
~THE END~
A/N
I don't think self harming is funny or stupid I used to self harm aswell. anyone who thought this was offencive to self harming or anything like that im sorry and I hope all the people who do self harm get better and will be happy once again.
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~Erin
