about...... some dude

ISSA YEAR WITH MY BABY

Alright so I won't try to make this too long because A) I've been repeating the same throughout the whole time we've been dating already so, and B) seems like you've been doing a lot of the heavy lifting with the lameness hehehehEHEHE.

anyway, it's been a year. a year with one of the most funny, intelligent, hard working, interesting and the biggest blessings i've ever received,  RealityKeeper.

It's been one of the most incredible years of my entire life, and I am certain it wouldn't have turned out like this if it weren't for you. 

I love you so much. so fucking much. I really wish I had more words to describe my love for you, but it's certainly the most love I've ever felt for somebody ever. not even an exaggeration. i feel like the luckiest man alive because of you. 

you make me so happy all the time. i could have the shittiest day ever, and seeing my name pop up on your phone lifts up my spirits like nothing else. not to mention the random noises, dead memes, the "goodnight, i love you" texts, whenever you call me your moonlight, all that sort of shit. i love that. i love all of that (even if i groan at the dead memes.) 

and you've gone on about how i "put up" with you, and tbh its not hard to do when im COMPLETELY smitten. and you put up with me a lot too, with my constant whining and how goddamn EMO i am, and i love you for it (and thank you for putting up with it, especially me being emo.) 

you also inspire me so much. i look up to you, and i respect you a great deal. you work so hard, seeing you put so much effort into your graphics and your writing is incredibly inspiring and kind of baffling. seriously, where do you find the fucking motivation? 

as much as i hate being superficial, and how many times you've heard this already, but my GOD you're so fucking beautiful. i have been stunned by how gorgeous you are since we started fucking dating, it's nuts. i doubt thats even gonna change in the coming years too, so have fUN LMAO. 

i said i wouldn't make this too long right? totally because i wanted it to be like this and not because i'm lacking in both mental capacity and writing skill to make this longer. nope. not at all. 

bottom line is, i love you. i love you with all of my heart and my soul. thank you so much for an incredible year, and i can only hope i've made this year mean as much to you as it did to me.  here's to many more years to come. 

also i thought it'd be good to mention that my one year post is nowhere NEAR as good as yours in regards to creativity, structure, writing and overall just being-good-ness. thats a word. so yeah, you win in that respect, and i know how much you love winning. 

also im extremely tired writing this so if anything doesnt make sense or if the writing just sucks overall then LMAO FUCK MY LIFE