i think ive learned better than to expect anything from any upcoming new year. if i expect too many good things, I'll probably just get disappointed. if i expect too many bad things I'll just spiral into a level of cynicism i don't think my heart or head could handle.
im just gonna let this year happen. some nice things might happen, some shitty things too. my existence will still have to continue regardless (unless it doesn't.)
2017 felt like I was in limbo for most of it. i didn't really process my emotions that well. i didnt really grow that much this year either.
im entering this new year kind of stagnant. nobody knows what's gonna happen, and it makes me feel neither fear nor excitement. it is about to happen tho, and that's something i can't change.
happy new year everyone.
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