Memory Escape

Part 9

*I reccommend listening to Jungkook's cover "2U". It inspired me and I believe that you will get the full experience and 'the feel' :')*

If you were to ask me what I would do in this situation, my answer would, for sure, be that I would resist and push away, slapping Yoongi. But, when it becomes reality, I guess I would change my mind.

I wanted to push him, believe me. I wanted him off of me. Unfortunately, he wouldn't allow that. It's like he knew what I would do, his hands immediately went to my waist, gripping on it tightly. He just pulled me to him more, as I forced my body to resist his touch.

His lips were as soft as clouds. His kisses full of delight, but hunger at the same time. He didn't waste any time, making sure every second was heaven-like. My hands, without my permission, went to his face, just pulling him closer. I needed his kisses, they're a drug to me. The drug I can't stop using.

The distance between us was completely gone, as we swayed together, melting into eachother. I couldn't get tired of this, ever. He was the missing piece I needed, the last piece to my puzzle. With him, I feel complete. Our lips seem made for eachother, as they fitted perfectly. My brain, it was shut off. The heart was large and in charge. It took over and everything just seems better, less painful.

His lips consumed me, his hands sending chills all over my body. I could feel my heart pounding. The power he had over me, that I never even knew about, amazed me.

I met him, what, a few days ago? And already, my only wish is to have him forever. I guess this is what they call love at first sight, at first kiss.

"Nika..."

He suddenly said, breaking the kiss.

I looked up into his eyes with a questioning look in my eyes.

"Yes?" I mumbled.

There was a slight light in his eyes, as they looked so loving and caring.

"I-I can't explain to you how I feel for you. I can't explain it to myself, either. All I know is that I want you with me, next to me. I want to kiss you, hug you... I want you to be mine."

My cheeks started blushing as I shyly shifted my gaze to the ground. His hands were still on my waist, mine were still on his neck. I had no intention of moving them, neither did he I suppose.

"Look at me." he said, and I did.

"The moment I saw you, you pulled me in your direction. Like a spell..."

He moved his face closer to mine once again, staring into my eyes.

"I-I think I love you."

My lips slightly parted in shock. My breathing got heavier the same second and my heart just stopped working. Did he just-?

"Y-you what?"

"I think I love you.." he repeated.

"I know its early, I know you don't feel the same. But, I had to say it. I can't help myse-"

I broke his scentence off, pulling his beautiful face to mine. I didn't need anything else for him to say. Those three words were the encouragment I needed, to express my love. To show him how I feel.

I put all my heart in those kisses, hoping to show him. Hoping he understands.

My hands, still on his neck, pulled him as close to me as possible. I didn't want to let go, not anymore. I didn't want him out of my embrace.

I suffered enough. I cried all my life, thinking I could never find happiness. I just did. I found it.

I found love, I found him.

I pulled away, immediately searching for his eyes. My breath was completely gone, I was panting, trying to recover it. I never thought this moment would come. I never thought that I, will ever be cared for, loved.

I never thought I'll ever truly feel happy.

"I love you too, Min Yoongi."