Lydia Martin , that's me. The most sad and depressed girl of blue. Yes you hear it Well , i am A blue. A blue hoping to find her soulmate and find happiness. Since i was little i only felt sadness. I would cry my eyes out Every time i saw an orange having fun. I or blues would notice oranges But they would never notice me or blues.
Somehow i hope i Will find my soulmate in orange. I want to feel happiness and i want my children to be happy. I knew it was very rare that An orange and A blue where soulmates so i wasn't expecting anything. It only happend once years ago. There where two things that weren't an option for me. I looked up everything to get away from This. Suïcide wasn't an option. Believe me When i say i tried Every possible way. That's Why my arms/wrists are Full of scars. I have anti depression pills. I don't even understand Why because i am A blue and i can't change emotions.
The second thing that i had thought about doing But after still wasn't an option. Leaving Beacon hills. I knew my soulmate was somewhere in Beacon hills. Also When you leave Beacon hills. Everyone forgets you except the person(s) you leave with. I could't risk it to lose the two only persons in my life that made it less miserabel. Allison argent. My best friend since we where little. Also a blue . And Isaac lahey. Allison's soulmate . My friend since 2 years. I didn't wanted to risk losing them.
I felt A hole in my heart like something was missing. And sure it was. Everyone would find there soulmate at age of 18 of earlier . Never later. I was already 18 and hadn't found my soulmate yet. Why only me. There had to be A blue Who was my soulmate. Mostly oranges bullied blues. I didn't get bullied because i just hided in the back of the classes and When lunch was , and everyone was in the cafetaria, i would sit all by myself at my locker eating my lunch thinking about Why me....
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A/N : so This was the introduction of Lydia Martin the Next part Will be Stiles stilinski's introduction hope you all enjoy it
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Orange & blue - stydia
FanfictionBeacon hills , A town where soulmates do exsist. A place made for perfect combinations. a town with sides. Blue and orange. Blue was where all the sadness was. There was No happiness and No peace. Only sadness and badluck the only good thing that c...
