The thoughts of you

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Lydia's pov

This was the first time in my life that i couldn't focus on the Teacher. Every period i got into A sea of thoughts. It was weird because i had never had This kinda thoughts. For the first Time it wasn't A thought of me thinking How to escape.
This period. My last period. Was chemistry. We needed to sit with 2 people. I sat alone. There was always one person that sat alone. That was always me. I didn't care if i was alone i just wanted to cry. We needed to do somethings But my hands where too shaky. I couldn't focus. I layed my head on the table and sinked back deep in my thoughts about.. him. Suddenly there was A Guy Who came in the class to late. I gasped and my heart skipped A beat When i saw it was Stiles. How Come i had never noticed him before in This class. The only free seat was the one Next to me. He walked towards me and i holded my breath. I didn't knew What to do i just looked at him , still holding my breath. When he sat down he Said.
"You can breath now" he smiled and i breathed. I forgot How i needed to breath. Somehow he took my breath away. Not sure Why
"So How was your day?" He asked smiling.
I shrugged. I was still to nervous to speak. I mean Wich person would ever speak to A orange.
"Are you Okay?" He asked. He layed his hand on my leg. By that touch my heart skipped A beat again. I felt tears coming in my eyes and then they left my eyes. I was crying. For A blue it was Normal to cry But not in the middle of the school where an orange could see you. Stiles immediatly removed his hand
"I am sorry Lydia. Did i do something you are not Okay with?" He asked me with This sweet and so amazing voice.
The point was that the hole in my heart, that now didn't felt so empty anymore, took over my whole body. I had never had This before. It was so weird and somehow i think i was crying from happiness. It felt different then all the other times i cry. It felt better.
"No you didn't do anything. I am not crying because of that" i Said with A soft and quiet voice. When he heard me Talking he gasped.
"Your voice, it's beautiful" he Said. I smiled. Wait What i smiled. No No no No No This couldn't be good. I can't smile i am A blue blues can't smile. But i did i smiled.
"Lydia you are smiling" he whispered and A couple of tears escaped my eyes again
"I know Stiles" i Said and that. That was When things started to change for us.

Stiles' pov

When i walked into class i saw her. She was sitting there alone. The spot Next to her was the only one free. And it maked me happy, like really happy, that i could sit Next to her. When i sat down i heard that she wasn't breathing. She was holding her breath in shock.
"You can breath now" i Said and smiled. She breathed. I took away her breath , not sure Why.
"So How was your day?" I asked smiling. She shrugged and i had the feeling something was wrong
"Are you Okay?" I asked playing my hand on her leg. It kinda was accidently But i liked it. I liked to touch of her beautiful skin. Her beautiful emerald green eyes started filling with tears. Tears. I had never seen them. Never. Her tears escaped her eyes. She was beautiful When she cried.
"I am sorry Lydia. Did i do something you are not Okay with?" I asked and i removed My hand. When she looked at me my heart skipped A beat. I could feel that the hole in my heart wasn't so empty anymore.
"No you didn't do anything. I am not crying because of that" she Said. When i heard her voice. I gasped. Her voice sounded so beautiful like Some angel or godess was Talking.
"Your voice, it's beautiful" i Said. She smiled. Wait What she was A blue How could she smile.
"Lydia you are smiling" i whispered and A couple of tears escaped her eyes again.
"I know Stiles" she Said. When she Said my name . Wow . I felt This shiver trough my body. I had never felt something like that. She turned my word upside down...

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A/N : i really hope you guys like This part.

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