I just wanna be alone

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Lydia's pov

After school i walked home. While i was walking everybody was looking at me. Some orange kids where giving me death glares and trowing stuff at me. One of them was Stiles friend Liam. I looked down and just kept walking. Liam walked behind me really close. I looked at him A couple of times and then suddenly he squeezed in my ass. I froze and i didn't knew What to do. When he stopped i turned around to slap him But i couldn't i felt too weak and too gross. I started running home. I ran as fast as i could. I was wearing heels so i took them off. I could run faster without them. Tears streamed down my face while i was running. I heard Allison scream at me When she saw me running and crying. I was already in the blue district. I ran home and locked the door. I fell down on the ground and i kept crying. Why me. That's What i kept thinking.
An unknow number kept calling me. After 10 times of declining it i picked up.
"What do you want?" I Said. My voice sounded broken and i could hear it myself.
"Lydia? It's Stiles are you Okay what's wrong?" Stiles Said. His voice sounded sweet and caring. I felt those butterflies again.
"How did you get my number i never gave it?" I asked. Only his voice calmed me down already. I don't know What This feeling was. I was so confused.
"It doesn't mather do you wanna tell me what's wrong?" He Said again
"Everything" i Said and i started sobbing.
"Lydia do you want me to Come over?" He Said with A sweet and soft voice.
"You can' it's too dangerous" i Said and i cried again.
"Why do these stupid colors exsist" i Said again.
"I don't know lyds But i am coming over" he Said. Lyds. That nickname made me meld. Allison also used it But it was different. It was better. I smiled to myself.
"Please be carefull" i whispered cause i knew he wouldn't say No.
"I Will lyds" he Said and then hang up.
I leaned against the door and suddenly i heard someone knock.
"Lydia please open the door i know you are Here" Allison Said. I sighed. I couldn't tell her that stiles was coming over.
"I just wanna be alone" i Said. My voice still was sad
"Okay But just know that if you want to talk i am Here for you. I love you lyds" and with that Allison left. I felt guilty for lying to her. I never lied before to her and it only made me feel more bad. I started crying again. After a while i heard a knock on my door and i immediatly unlocked my door and opened it. Stiles walked inside and i immediatly locked the door again. I looked at Stiles and i hugged him. He was shocked at first But then hugged me back thight. I felt safe and i sobbed in his chest. He was rubbing my back.
"Don't let me go" i whispered.
"I won't i promise" Stiles Said and i smiled. We stood there hugging until i was calmed down i told him that he could sit on the cause and that i would grab Some water. I walked into the kitchen and saw A little note.
Hey Lydia
I'll be home around 4pm
X mom

I saw the note and looked at the clock. 4:10pm. I ran to Stiles and told him to go upstairs and lock my room. He did What i Said and then my mom came. I sat down on the cause pretending like Stiles wasn't Here and i started having a conversation with my mom.

Stiles' pov

I was in her room. It wasn't the first time But i was alone and i could inspect it better. Her room was purple/pink and white. There was a queensize bed that was standing in the middle of the room. On the wall of her Desk where pictures , i suppose , she made herself because there also was A camera on her Desk. The pictures where beautiful. I Recognized the places, they all where in Beacon hills. They where beautiful. There was one picture of herself When she was little. It was with an older man and she was smiling. She already was an blue But still she was happy.
Her smile made me smile. Then someone knocked on the door. I snapped out of my thoughts and stayed quiet.
"Stiles it's Okay my mom is back to work" Lydia Said and i opened the door. I smiled When i saw her.
"Those pictures are really beautiful did you make them?"  I asked her and she smiles slightly.
"Yeah i did" she Said looking down A bit and smiled slightly.
"Your smile is really pretty you know" i Said. Her smile got bigger
"Nobody has ever Said that to me" she Said. My eyes kept on her lips and they where beautiful. I had the tension to Kiss them.
She stepped closer to me not knowing i wanted to Kiss her so badly.
Was i falling for her?

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