I Was Meant To Be Yours

Floating in the Deep Abyss of Nothingness

That was definitely not how I planned the evening would go. I was so distracted and pissed off I shoved every person out of my way and slammed every door shut with the force of a thousand fucks.

I had to walk three blocks to my house while it was raining, but I could almost feel the water evaporating off my skin with how much I was SEETHING.

I collapsed on my bed and screamed (thank God it was muffled because it was midnight and I did not want to wake up my even grouchier parents).

I was so stupid. Boys never change. I can't believe I actually thought this one would be different. No matter what type of clique they fit into, it seems their only goal is to get some.

I could write a fucking book about how many times I've been sexually harassed by monsters of the male anatomy.

Whenever I get extremely worked up, I start angry-crying and it is not pretty. I was a bumbling mess and Chandler just had to open her mouth.

Well, well, well. I thought you would have learned your lesson, sweetheart, but I guess the old saying is true, 'Can't teach an old, ugly bitch new tricks.'"

"First of all, that doesn't have anything to do with this current predicament. Secondly, at least I'm not a smelly, rotting corpse," I whisper-yelled out loud.

She just scoffed and continued filing her nails.

Kurt scrunched up his face in disgust, Ronnie, crying is not a good look for you, sorry babe.

Ram nodded and both avoided eye contact. "Wow, how intuitive of you Kurt. I didn't know you had it in ya." If they weren't already dead, I would cut them.

Veronica, JD's voice purred, my poor angel. I felt his cold hand on my shoulder.

He made you cry, JD lifted my chin and I was too exhausted to shove his ghost hand away. You know I would do anything for you, Veronica. If I were alive, I wouldn't let this twerp so much as think of you. I would protect you. Let me protect you...

I felt his fingers meld into mine, coldness overcoming me. I shivered and got an intense headache. It was as if I was reliving my memories of JD but I could see myself...

I snapped out of it and grabbed my head reeling backwards.

"What the fuck was that?"