Forever~ and ~ Always ( a warped tour love story)

Chapter 14: You're Not Alone

She just kept whispering, "It's all my fault, I'm so sorry,it's all my fault." over and over again. I walk over to her and kneel down next to her. Her face is facing down so I place my hands on her cheeks and make her look at me.

"Ezie..Tell me, what is your fault." I say calmly.

"All of this!! Everything that's happened today!! It's all of my fucking fault! I'n so sorry everyone." She screams bursting into tears. I look behind me and see that the nurses that were aiding everyone making sure they were ok leave the room and I see that Adrian is laying on my hospital bed with his shirt off and he has some gauze on his stomach covering his owie (A/N Haha owie, I like that word). I look back at her seriously now.

"Ezie why do you think this is all your fault??"

"Because it is Beya! Everything bad that happened today was because of me! I should have told you sooner!"

"Told me what?!" I say getting frustrated.

"Do you remember when we were at your house getting all of your stuff?" She asks calming down.

"Yes? What about it?"

"Well do you remember how terrified I looked when you and Adrian came back to the car?" I think about that for a second and nod my head when I do finally remember. Oh ya I was supposed to ask her about that.

"Well when you and Adrian were in the house I locked all the doors and stuff and I just sat in the car. A few minutes later though..your dad came banging on the window, screaming at me. He was wanting to know why I was here and where you were and I wouldn't tell him why. Then I guess he figured that since I was in Adrian's car and that Adrian is never at the house that we were planning something. Then he gave me one of the most scariest looks I have ever seen then he came real close to the window and said,'If Beya thinks that she can run from me then she is completely wrong. Give her a message for me if she even does come back out of the house. Tell her that if she gets lucky enough to even get 10 miles away from me...make sure she knows that I will find her. I will hunt her down to the end of the earth and when I do find her tell her that I am going to cause her so much pain, so much suffering. It will be like nothing she has ever known before. If she thought that it was bad before, tell her to just wait. just wait.'" She told us about how after that he ran into the house and she heard me scream and she was so terrified that he had done something to me that she was gonna come running after him but she was in too much shock of what he had said. "I'm so sorry Beya. I should have told you once we got to the hotel, but I didn't. I didn't think that he would actually find you. I thought that me and Adrian would actually be able to help you escape him. I'm so sorry." She said starting to cry again. By this time everyone except for Adrian had surrounded us. I lean in and giver her a huge hug.

"It's ok Ezie. It's fine. He's in jail now. And I don't think he is going to come out for a long time so I'll be fine." I said reassuringly.

"Ya and even if he does get out we will be here to protect her and you too Ezie. So don't worry you guys will be fine." Chris said.

"Ya..we'll always be here for you guys..even if we aren't with you like if we're touring or something we'll still be there for you guys no matter what. Right guys?" Vic says.

"Right" they all say.

"Just remember that you guys aren't alone in this." Ben said.

"See...we'll be fine." I said to her. She just nodded and smile.

"So you forgive me for not telling you?"

"I was never mad at you" I said giggling. She did as well. "Hey guys?" I say.

"Yeah" they all say.

"Is Warped Tour over?"

"Uhh well..for us I guess it is." Chris says.

"What does that mean?"

"Well you see when you fell into a coma none of us wanted to leave you, except for Ben, he didn't want to leave Ezie..but anyways, we told all the fans that a close friend of ours was in the hospital and that we needed to be there for her and stuff so we quit the rest of tour but MIW, us, and Asking were gonna go on tour later to all the places we didn't go to make up for it." Vic said.

"Oh..I'm sorry guys. If it wasn't for me your fans wouldn't have to wait for your guys' tour. If I didn't fall into a coma you guys could have finished Warped. I'm so sorry." I say feeling ashamed and guilty.

"Don't be sorry Beya. I mean it's not like falling into a coma was your fault." Chris says.

"Ok" I say quietly. There was a knock on the door and I jump a little. The doctor walks in and I sigh in relief.

"Well Ms. Nicole. Due to the occurrences from today we think it'd be best if you went home today rather than later so we can make sure no harm comes to any other patients."

"I agree." I say.

"All right then..Just sign these and you will be released." he says pushing a clipboard towards me with papers for me to sign.

"What about Adrian?" I ask as I look at Adrian.

"He will be released tomorrow..or if he is able to get stitches sometime today, then he might be released later this evening." He says staring at Adrian.

"Ok..thank you sir" Adrian says irritated. I could tell he didnt want to have to stay here. I know he hates hospitals. :/ I feel so terrible. I mean if it wasn't for me then none of this would have happened. I wish my dad would've killed me along with my sister, so I wouldn't have brought all this pain to everyone here in this room. Life would have been so much easier for everyone if I wasn't here. I know you're probably thinking that I'm just thinking like this because I want attention or just because I'm crazy or ungrateful or whatever you may be thinking, but I know that everything that I just thought is true. And I feel so freakin terribly for everything that I have caused to these amazing people. But I know sooner or later I'll do it.. and then everyone will have a great life and they will be happy. All because I'm not around anymore. And that's all I want. Is for everyone to be happy, and if i'm the cause for all there misery and pain then I'm going to do what's best for them and just end everything..probably sooner rather than later.

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