You Can't Escape Yourself (Antisepticeye x reader BOOK 3)

Ch 1: Calm Before The Storm

(Y/N POV)

I was snuggling with Anti on the couch watching horror movies.... I could hear his heart beat it made me feel calm.... well slightly calm I mean just yesterday I found out how I'm still alive..... Lucifer transferred some of his blood into my body.... which took over all of my blood which kinda makes me his child now..... that's how Anti explained it during training.... this doesn't feel right though I mean I have so much power just because I was given sympathy that's just not how the world works.... it doesn't just hand you something good and just go along with its day it will come back with a storm waiting to strike and drown....

The movie finished and Anti and I got up. (Mmmmmm I'm not good at fluff and love I'm more into the gore and plot twists So sorry I didn't make that something....... more bleh) "Hey Y/N... y-you uh wanna g-go for a walk?" Why is he stuttering? I looked outside, well the sun was starting to set so it'll be nice. "Sure!" I replied. With that we walked out the front door.

It was fall so it was starting to get a little chilly. I had a sweater on and so did Anti, Anti was also wearing a green beanie. He looked kinda cute in it. I blushed slightly hoping Anti wouldn't noticed I looked away. When I looked back it seemed as if his mind was elsewhere. He had his hands in his pockets they were shaking. Maybe he's cold? He was looking around frantically... why is he acting so weird. I tried to start conversation. "It's nice out here don't you think?" He quickly looked in my direction "oh y-yeah I guess it is k-kinda nice" he turned away again.... hmmm I wonder what's wrong with him.

We started to get close to a park at this point the sun was starting to hide under the horizon. The park looked beautiful in the sunset. It had and orange glow as the water reflected the sky the colors dancing on it's surface. We continued to walk and we neared a bridge. When we were half way across the bridge we stopped to take in the sunset that turned the horizon into a rainbow. I looked at Anti as he stared off into the distance... it was beautiful the sun slowly dipping down where sky met land. Then Anti grabbed my hands. When I looked over he was on one knee.... I gasped "Y/N would you make me the happiest demon on this earth and be my girlfriend?" He asked. My eyes widened and my heart raced "yes anti! I would love to!" I pulled him back up onto his feet and kissed him. We stayed that way for a few minutes stopping to breath every now and then.

When we started heading home it was dark and the street lamps started turning on one by one as we walked. I started to get a strange feeling... like we were being followed. The hair on the back of my neck was standing straight up... I could tell Anti was feeling the same way because he seemed very alert. It was when we stopped to turn around that all the lights turned off... I quickly brought forth my demon eyes so that I could see in the pitch black. I figure started to walk towards us... it was... Wilford? "Oh why hello there! Long time no see!" Said Wilford with a darkness in his voice. He was up to trouble. "What do you want?!" I yelled back at him. He was here to start a fight I could tell. "Oh nothing. I'm just here to tell you... the happily ever after is not gonna last forever. Soon you will wake up and everything you cared for and loved will be gone." Anti charged at Wilford but as quick as he came he was gone. The lights came back on. It was as if mother ever happened, but something did happen. Wilford picked a fight with the wrong demons.

When we got home I couldn't help but wonder.... is he really capable of such a thing. There is no way me or Anti would ever let him.... but what if? Those were my thoughts for the whole night "what if?" I whispered to myself... could he really take everything? Where would he start?....,

I'm back my children!!! I'm not dead and neither is this book!!!!! Again I'm so sorry for the bad fluff or lack of fluff in not that kind of person and trust me you will hate me after this book is done. You really have no idea what my mind told me to do.... oh god.... everyone is gonna hate my guts so much.... XD. Anyway off to write chapter 2 c ya

Ps I'm scared so much rn! So basically I'm like deathly afraid of tornados.... now I live near Houston..... and y'all know what's happening here rn 😭 we have already had 2 tornado warnings today me and my family had to sit in the pantry and wait 30 mins each time. We also had 2 yesterday as well.... I cried all 4 times I'm like seriously terrified of tornados.... so yeah... I'm just hoping there won't be any tonight.