Ch 3: Nightmares

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(Y/N POV)

I woke up with the sun streaming through the window and the feeling of empty ness behind me. I turned my head to see that anti wasn't there. Then I checked the time 8:17 wow he's up early. Then I remembered last night and mentally facepalmed I'm so pathetic but then again it was pretty terrifying.... the screaming... it sent shivers down my spine. I got up out of bed trying to push the thought away, I got my slippers on and made my way downstairs. Anti was there cooking breakfast... awww he's so sweet! "Hey Y/N!" He said when he realized I had walked in. "Morning" I said back. "Hey last night..." we said at the same time. Which made me giggle but then the subject sunk in "yeeaahhh" I sounded so pathetic come on..... just pleeeaaassssse don't ask don't ask don't ask "what was your nightmare about?" Anti asked curiously DAMN IT! "Ohhhh uhhh fine...." I told him about my nightmare and how I hated seeing that guy suffer and seeing him die before my eyes... "oh. Sounds like something Lucifer would do.... hmmm. But why does it bother you so much? Like the death and stuff." What? What does he mean why does it bother me?! I saw someone literally melt in front of my eyes!!! "Excuse me?" I asked confused "Why does death bother you so much?" Asked anti again "ummm cause it's wrong! Especially in this case! He literally melted! He was murdered!" I half screamed "been there seen that" anti said nonchalantly "what!?" I said I mean I knew demons killed people duhhh demons but still! "What did you expect Y/N we aren't angels, demons need to eat hearts to survive! Key nutrient! And human hearts are just the best option." He stated "we need a fresh one about every month." Wait.... I've been a demon for a while now definitely a few months.... "wait-".... I started but it was as if anti could read my mind "ohhh yeeaaah bout that.... I kinda sneak pieces of heart into your food.....I mean what am I supposed to do... you're definitely not ready to kill, this conversation just proved that" that was the last straw.... he just nonchalantly kills people and sneaks human hearts into my food?! "I know you're probably mad but you'll come to see that I was right in doing it" anti said trying to reclaim my trust but that was DEFINITELY NOT going to work... the deed was done and so was this conversation. "so first you tell me that I should be ok with death then you sneak stuff into my food?! That's it I'm done!! I don't want to hear your excuses!!! Ugh I hate you I hate you I hate you!!!!" I stormed off to my room and slammed the door vowing to not eat anything he offers me.

(Anti POV)

How does she expect to survive without killing! It's a demons true nature we need to kill if we want to survive it's just how it is! She needs to accept that eventually! Ughhh you know what whatever I was just trying to help if she's gonna be that way then let her be that way! She will come to her senses eventually. "Annntiiiiii" I heard dark scream from upstairs. I made my way upstairs wondering what the hell he wanted (I should have dark part of this more.... nahhh it's an anti x reader screw dark) I opened the door to his room and walked in seeing his skeptical face. "What did you do" he asked me. What did I do? What does he mean. Obviously he saw my confusion and continued the question, "what did you say to Y/N? Cause she's obviously upset at you, I mean she slammed her door." Finished dark "I didn't do anything! She's the one who's getting all bent outta shape!" I responded rather loudly. I was angry! She was over reacting! "Doesn't seem like it.... look anti why don't you just tell me what happened." Said dark. I just gave up and told him the conversation. He nodded his head as I continued. "Ok... yeah you fucked up." Said dark "What!!! You can't be serious! This isn my fault!" I screamed at him. I mean who gave him the right to point fingers! "Jeez dude chill. You were trying to help but it backfired. I mean how would you feel if I hid something you didn't like in your food?" Said dark. I stepped back a bit as I thought about it "Well if it was for my own good I'd be fine with it!!" Dark facepalmed and shook his head "wow.... you're an idiot...." now I was super angry. I started to feel my hands heat up. "Anti.... like seriously dude... really?" I looked down at my hand which had energy running through them. I extinguished the energy orbs forming in my hands and scoffed at dark "whatever" I walked out of the room. This isn't my fault.

(Y/N POV during the convo between Anti and Dark)

I grabbed my bag and packet it... we literally have only been back together for not even a month!!! And this is what happens!!! I need a break from this hell hole!! When I finished packing my bag I snuck out of my room and passed Anti and Darks room. Behind Darks closed door I could hear Anti scream "this isn't my fault!!" Yeah whatever. I snuck down the stairs. I found a hotel close by and booked a room. I just need someone to talk to.... I thought of who I could talk to.... I didn't have any friends... then I thought of Signe... she's the closest thing I have to a friend... she would understand right? I headed to Jack's house... hopefully she would understand... a tear started to role down my cheek.

A/N yeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahaha I ain't ded fam!!!!!!!!!! Whoop whooop lets celebrate chapter 3 🎉🎉🎉 Hahahaha I hate this book so much but you guys wanted it so here it is!!!! I feel like this story is kinda ded (ok I'm lying about it being ded..... it's far from ded cause I have the whole plot lied out in front of me.) annnyyyyywayyyyyyyy!!! I a-sure you that there will 1 no! 2!!! New chapters posted on April 1st so stay tuned!! Oooof I just realized that that's April fools day... I swear I'm not jokeing! I really do swear! I'm posting them on April 1!!! I hoe you enjoy da chapter!

Ok now to address an issue!

 I know you guys like role playing but find somewhere else to do it!! Please I beg you! I get emails every time someone comments and here I am expecting some constructive criticism/feedback but no it's just role players -__- no

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I know you guys like role playing but find somewhere else to do it!! Please I beg you! I get emails every time someone comments and here I am expecting some constructive criticism/feedback but no it's just role players -__- no... just no... thank you for hearing me out.

Neon out!!

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