How can I explain my mind to you?
in a way that you understand
How can I tell you
about the voice in my head saying i'm not good enough
or how about the people behind me whispering about me
How can I explain
that it is so hard to get out of bed everyday
it's hard to have the motivation to look both ways to cross the street
how do I say
how fat I am and how the voice in my head makes me starve myself
and tell me I am too fat to be pretty or important
how do I tell you that I can't open a door or speak
in fear of making a fool of myself
how do I tell you
that I can't breathe
It's so hard to breathe
how do I say
that I want to die
and I care about everything
but I have no motivation to do anything about it
so no I can't just go out in public and have fun
I can't stop looking around
I can't just eat
I can't just get out of bed
I can't just do what everyone else can
because the voices in my head won't let me.
YOU ARE READING
Inside My Head
PoesíaA series of sad poems. This may be triggering to some people so be aware before reading. If you need to talk to someone feel free to message me. Please comment and vote.
