Hospital + Time Jump.

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Ezra's POV

"Ezra.." Aria trails off and I look over at her and see her hair sticking to her face, her eyes barely staying open as she squeezes my hand tightly and clutches her stomach at the same time in pain. "I-It hurts so much." 

"I know baby. And I'm trying to go as fast as I can. Just hang on okay? We'll be there soon." I say in a panic and her hand loosens around mine. Aria lets out a sob after sob and it breaks my heart even more.

We arrive to the hospital minutes later and I get out of the car going around to Aria's side.

"Ezra please, I don't want to go in there. They'll only make it worse please." She begs clutching her stomach, her face contorting in pain. I kneel down down beside her car door.

"Aria they are going to help you, tell us what we need to know. Okay, I wouldn't bring you here if it wasn't important okay?" She nods and I gently pick her up.

"I'm sorry for screaming at you before." She says resting her head on my shoulder. I kiss her head and run into the hospital with her. 

"Help please! She's having a miscarriage!" I scream and a bunch of doctors rush over to us taking Aria out of my arms and placing her onto a stretcher bed.

"Ezra!" Aria screams and turns to look at me more tears falling down her face as they start rushing her off into the ER. Before I can respond they have rounded the corner and I'm left in the cold waiting area by myself.

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"You had a successful miscarriage Ms. Montgomery." The doctor starts and Aria lets out another sob from the hospital bed. "I'm so sorry for your loss." He finishes, walking out of the room. 

I sit on the hospital bed next to Aria and pull her close to me. At first she fights me and then she goes limp against me, crying into my chest. I cry silently with her as I rub her back and kiss her head. 

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." Aria whispers over and over again.

"It isn't your fault honey." I whisper to her and hold her tighter. Her little arms wrap around my torso and her tiny hands grab onto my shirt as she continues to cry hysterically. I smooth her hair down gently and rest my chin on top of it.

"I want to go home." She whispers and I nod.

"Okay." I gently get off the bed and help her up. 

"I need to get changed first." She whispers after getting off the bed and I nod handing her, her clothes. "Alone." She says after a couple of minutes and I kiss the side of her head, walking out of the room waiting for her to finish. She walks out a couple minutes later. "I'm ready." 

I reach out for her hand but she brushes it off and walks past me. I follow Aria and we walk out of the hospital and we get into the car. I turn the car on and start driving home. No one saying a word to anyone.

*8 Months Later*

I walk up to the door of the bedroom after getting off the phone with Spencer and I lean against the door frame looking at Aria's sleeping form. I smile at her sleeping peacefully and I decide to leave her and let her sleep as these past eight months she has been having nothing but nightmares about losing the baby and as much as I try to reassure her she wont, she has nightmares about losing me. 

A month after the miscarriage happened I called Hanna, Spencer and Emily and told them the news. They've come to visit Aria a couple times but all Aria does is lye there shutting everyone out and looking at the wall or ceiling. She won't talk to me or anyone. I even told her mom about what happened and her mom rushed over here blaming herself for the lose of our child, trying to talk to Aria. To get her to open up and say at least one word but nothing. 

Aria hasn't eaten in a long time. She hasn't moved off that bed in 7 months. I see her body slowly wake up and she just lays there. Staring at the wall. I sigh and walk up to her kneeling down in front of her.

"Aria?" I ask softly and she looks at me with no emotion. "How are you feeling today?" I ask her and she looks away from me and stares at the wall. I sigh. Its the same thing every single day and its getting annoying. I stand up and walk out of the room without another word. 

You may say thats harsh but thats all that has happened for the past 7 months. I'm dealing with it in my own ways. I talk to Hardy about this and it's helped... Aria bottles it all up and its eating at her each second. I've tried to get her talk to me but all she did was scream saying that I don't understand and I never will understand what its like to lose a child. It hurt when she screamed that at me because I did lose a baby and-

"E-ezra?" I hear the soft voice of Aria coming from the door way of the living room. I turn around and see her standing there new tears falling down her face. She finally speaks.

I open my arms for her and she slowly walks into them wrapping her small arms around me and crying into my chest as she sits on my lap. I wrap my arms around her and kiss her head. 

"I-I'm sorry Ezra." She cries and I rub her back.

"Its not your fault." I say and she nods.

"It is my fault Ezra! I lost my baby and then I shut you out. You just don't understand what its like to lose a baby! You've never lost anything! I lost my parents, my brother, my friends and now this baby! You will never understand!" She cries more. That was the last straw. I move her off my lap and stand up pacing as she cries by herself on the couch.

"You think I haven't lost anything Aria?! I lost both my jobs, I lost my mum, dad, brother, my whole family because I became a teacher! I lost Hardy! I lost this baby too Aria! It was apart of me as well! So yes I do understand and I rang everyone you knew and told them what had happened and they all came to see you! They all asked how you were holding up! Not me. Because a guy doesn't have feelings right? I'm just as hurt you okay but I don't go and say that you don't understand because I know that you do!" I practically scream and then walk out of the apartment leaving a stunned Aria on the couch. 

A/N
Hey guys! 
I'm back and I'm sorry for my evilness but a first Ezria fight! What do you think will happen next??
I'm sorry for the bad A/N. 

Love  you,
- Chloë xoxo

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