This is my first book. I hope you guys enjoy it! I'm not the best but I'm just trying to find my place in this world🤷🏾.
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Khali- August 6th
Why did I come here?
I'm not sure if I thought something was going to change or what, but nothing has. That's not even no regret type shit either. Sebastian will just never change. There is only so much I can put myself through.
I tapped Sydney's hand signaling that I'm ready to go.
Although her brother, Sebastian, was getting on my nerves, I was still having fun at the hookah lounge we were at.
She waved towards DaKoda signaling her that we were about to leave.
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Me and Dokokda have been friends for 11 years and counting.
The only reason it's not 12 is because I didn't really like her when we were 5 because she tried to take Sebastian from me.
Back then I thought me and Sebastian would be together for ever, but look at us now:
Always arguing which gets quite annoying
As we started to leave out the door, Sebastian got up to follow.
For some odd reason Syd thought it was a good idea to bring him along with us. Sometimes I just wish they weren't related.
Sydney is Sebastian's older half-sister. She is only older than him by 5 ½ months. Their life is such a long story that I really don't care to tell.
When we actually got to the car, DaKoda jumped in the front seat, which I think was her plan to get me and Sebastian to talk.
I really did not want to talk about anything with him so I offered to drive, but Syd doesn't like anyone to drive her car. So me being forced, I sat in the backseat with Sebastian.
Since he was like 6'3, he had to sit in the middle because his legs were extremely long. I sat behind Dakoda and scrolled down my timeline on Instagram.
It was such an awkward silence in the car. I guess it was too quiet for DaKoda because she ended up going to sleep. Syd was too busy on Facetime with with her boyfriend as she drove.
Why you always want to play the game when we're on facetime?" Sydney questioned.
"At least I don't play it when you're here" Kash retorted through the phone.
After a while, I got tired of their going back and forth about him playing the game so I started listening to music.
I got a text from my sister Kennedi.
KDawg! 🐶- Moms trippin about you staying out so late so you might not want to come home tonight. 10:45 p.m
Thanks for the heads up. I'll most likely stay at my second home 😭. -10:46
Once I sent the text, I sat my phone down. When it vibrated again I wondered what she needed to text back for but I got an unexpected text.
LongNeckNigga🤦🏽-So just gone sit here and ignore me? 10:53 p.m
I took out my headphones and looked at him.
I looked over at him and tilted my head to the side. "What are you talking about?"
"I've been trying to talk to you."
"Well you know when I have headphones in my music is loud." I tried to put my ear buds back in.
He immediately tried to apologize once he realizes that I'm not interested in talking.
"I'm sorry Khali." He apologized for the millionth time. "I didn't want to hurt you. I just have to get money for you somehow."
"You told me that you weren't going to sell anymore. You willingly said that. I didn't beg you." I stressed "I just don't want you to end up like Khalil. I understand that you need money, but that's not the way to get it."
"I won't end up like Khalil. He never tied loose ends, I do. If you want to keep all these Jordans on your feet, I suggest you let me make my money."
"Nigga, I can make money too. You don't supply everything that I have." I waved him off.
"Who you talking to? You know that is not how you talk to me" he retorted
He grabbed my leg where I have a bad weak spot. "Okay, let me go!" I yelped
"You gotta kiss me and tell me you not mad no more." He puckered his big pink lips.
For a couple seconds I thought about slapping him in the face, but he just looks so good.
I leaned in a little. He grabbed my face and pulled me closer. All I could do was give in. And no matter how much I tell myself that I didn't enjoy it, it's not true.
