Risking it all - Alycia/You

3.

"SHE WHAT?????" Alex asked and i put my hand in her mouth.

"Shut the fuck up bitch" I said and she nodded.

"What are you going to do!" She said and i bit my lip.

"I don't even know! it's been two days and i'm still shocked, i mean i cant think clearly"

"And you waited two fucking days to tell me?" She asked me hitting my face.

"Hey! why was that for!" I said rubbing my head.

"You stupid bitch, now tell me what are you planning to do?"

"I don't know alex, i mean what should i do?" I asked and she rolled her eyes.

"Answer! first and then meet up the next week! She is eager to see you, come on, give yourself a chance, she is begging"

"But i cant, i'll be in panic and i'll fuck up everything again" I said and she rubbed my back.

"You need to grow up, you can't panic! She is the girl you love and she loves you too, come on dude get that balls"

"Okay that was gross and real so i think i should but how? i mean i'm so shy and shit" She laughed.

"It's not like you will fuck her-"

"Alex!!"

"What? you're acting like you two will fuck for the first time y/n" I hit her arm. "Hey! it's true, but you need to chill and talk to her, risking things"

I sighed. "Yeah i know, i really need it, maybe i need to ask for her number and then call her" I said.

"YOU DONT HAVE HER NUMBER? God you're a Loser"

"Come on i need cheers"

"Okay okay sorry but still you're a loser" She said and i rolled my eyes.

"Hi y/n" I heard a sweet and british voice from behind, i turned and saw this pretty brunette, her brown eyes were wow.

"Hi... Jade right?" She nodded. Alex looked at me weirdly.

"What did i miss?"

"Hi Alex, I'm Jade, Lou's friend" She said and Alex nodded.

"Jade, it's a pleasure to finally see you in person i mean, alone, how are you?" I asked polite and she smiled.

"I'm good, excited to finally see you, it was not the same in your house with Lou there" She said and Alex hit my arm.

"Ouch, what?" I said and she gave me a glare.

"So Jade, what bring you here?" Alex asked her.

"Oh... y/n and I will meet up here, she asked me out today so i came" She said and i smiled a bit.

"You and I need to talk but i'll come over your house later y/n" Alex said and left the starbucks.

"She is overprotective i see, How are you pretty?" She asks and i nodded.

"I'm good, could be better though"

"So... umm... i know we just met two weeks ago properly but i have been seeing you since i'm lou's friend and i really like you y/n i was hoping we can-"

"Ou there, stop, Jade i feel overwhelmed about this, at the moment i cant feel the same towards you and i think i never will because i'm in love with someone else you know? It's been hard and-"

"With this girl? Alycia? come on she left and she is not coming back, we can have something, maybe just fuck buddies you know"

"What? uh... you not really said that did you?

"I did"

"No. Im sorry, she left but she is coming back and no i'll not have that kind of relationships in my life, i have to go Jade" I said and walked through the door, i was shocked at how she asked me that, i wasn't looking where i was walking so i bumped into someone.

"Shit i'm so sorry! i didn't see where i was go-"

"Y/N?" I looked to the person and let out a gasp.

"Alycia" I whispered and i felt my heart getting the fuck out of my chest.