Risking it all - Alycia/You

12.

I opened my eyes and i was laying down in a hospital bed, i tried to get up but i was tied down to the bed.

what the fuck?

I tried to move myself but i couldn't.

"WHAT THE FUCK! HELP!" I yelled and soon my mom came to the room.

"What the fuck is this mom!"

"Honey you need to calm down please, you are not okay, you need help"

"I NEED MY GIRLFRIEND! NOW LET ME GO I NEED TO SEE HER!" I yelled and the nurse came, my mom bit her lip.

"Imma let you go but don't go crazy, your girlfriend is still in a comma and we don't know when will she wake up so be gentle"

"Don't fucking tell me how to be with her, she is my girlfriend" I glared at her and she sighed. She untied the rope and i finally walked out that room.

I walked to Alycia's room, i entered and saw her mom there next to her.
She looked so fragile, she had a lot of machines, i wanted to cry.

"Hello baby, i really miss you, please Aly come back to me, please i really need you, i want you here with me" I cried and lied down in her chest.

"I'll leave you alone with her y/n" Her mom said and walked away.

"Please Alycia, please, wake up, we have came so far to let everything go just like this, please you are strong, you can fight this, we went through a lot but we risked everything and we are here now, i just want you to wake up please" I sobbed and grabbed her hand.

I sighed and let her hand go, i walked away closing the door.

{...}

Eight month later.

I have been destroyed, Lou has been such a good support to me at the moment, i go to visit Alycia everyday at the hospital but she seems to not show getting any better.
It's been eight months and i feel like my world is ending, i wish it could be me laying in that bed in a comma, she was there because of me, it's all my fault.

"It's not your fault okay? she will wake up i promise" Lou entered my room and i gave her a slight smile.

"What if she's not?"

"She will" She kisses my head and i closed my eyes.

I sighed and grabbed my bag and my keys.

"I'll be back later, i love you" I said to my sister and she smiled.

"I love you too, i'm sure it will be a good day" She said and hugged me.

"Thank you"

I walked out my house and went to my car, i drove to the hospital, i felt a burn in my chest, something's bothering me and i'm scared.

I walked inside and i saw Alycia's mom with a sad face, her eyes were watering.

"What happened- is everything okay?" I asked, she looked at me and bit her lip.

"Honey she... she had a multi organic failure" She said.

"W- what does that mean?"

"She is not gonna make it"