Those cuts (Shawn Mendes Fanfic)

Part two

(Still Shawn's P.O.V)

As I woke up I realized that Samantha was in the shower and I heard music so I get up and so Into the bathroom brush my teeth do my hair and get myself ready. My music was blasting in the bathroom so I took her iPhone turned the music off and heard her yell.

"Shawn!! Why?"

"It's too loud and I wanna talk to you about last night."

"Well we can talk when I get out and get dressed,okay?"

"Ugh fine just hurry up"

"Kay, but please put the music back on!!!"

"Nope it's mine now"

" I hate you"

"No you don't"

"I know" she said while finishing up

Once she got out she came in with her towel around her body and started to get dressed

"Turn around!"

"Why babe you look cute"

"No I mean I'm getting dressed"

"I've seen you naked before"

"Yeah I know but you've never seen me naked with my cuts so please just get out or turn around"

"Oh forgot and fine but I'm not leaving"

"Okay then"

She got dressed and she put on high waisted shorts a crop top and a cream color cardigan, or a sweater.

"Be honest with me Shawn can you see my cuts?"

"Samantha your sweater can cover it and you will be siting the whole time why does it matter?"

"Can you it can you not see my cuts shawn?"

"No you can't I promise"

"Now what do you wanna talk about?"

"You know how your cuts started bleeding because they for irritated by your jeans?"

"Yeah I know" she said

"If your shorts rub up against then and they start to hurt or even bleed a little bit I want you to tell me okay?"

"Shawn it will be too obvious if I tell you what else can I do?"

"Okay true but we will be holding hands the whole time so if it hurts or bleeds squeeze my hand as hard as you can so then I'll know we will go somewhere else and we will put the band aid on it okay?"

"Okay what time are we leaving" she asked

"Around 11 and it's 10:30 now so we should get going"

"Okay let's go are you driving"

"Yeah of course haha"

"Oh shut up haha let's go"

The car ride was okay I mean like we didn't really talk it was just the music and we were holding hands and I told her to squeeze my hand so I would feel it, man she has a strong grip!!!

"Oh my gosh Samantha you have a tight grip!" I said while laughing

"Sorry did I hurt you?"

"Nothing you can do can hurt me duhh!"

"Haha fine where is this place anyways?"

"It's some diner I think"

"Is this is" she pointed to the diner and I said yes and we got out. We walked to our parents and my mom looked at me with this look like she was gonna say something.

SHAWNS MOMS P.O.V

As I saw Samantha walk over to the table Sam had this shy and scared look on her face and I automatically asked what's wrong

M- Samantha what's wrong sweetie

Sam- oh nothing haha just tired I was up all night actually

S (Shawn)- really why

Sam- I was just thinking about stuff it's no big deal

S- remember what I said if you need anything you. Can kick my foot or squeeze my Hand I have the bandaid and other stuff in my pocket okay?" (I whispered Into her ear so my parents and her parents wouldn't hear)

SAMANTHA'S MOM P.O.V

once Sam came over to the table Shawn whispered I to her ear something about a band aid and I thought something was wrong so I asked.

Sam's mom- sweet heart are you all right

Sam- yeah of course why?

Sam's mom- oh just making sure

She seemed fine I guess so we ordered some food and began to catch up on some stuff.

SHAWNS P.O.V

It's been about 45 minutes that we've been here and that's when I felt Samantha squeeze my hand and I looked at her and she whispered "never mind it's gone" under her breath. Then after 5 minutes she kicked my foot I looked at her again and she said "I need the stuff!" So I excused us from the table saw a bench across the street (our parents and I were sitting outside because it was nice out) and asked her if she was okay.

"Yeah they sting a little"

"Yeah Sam no really there bleeding."

"I'm sorry I didn't know the pain stopped after I squeezed your hand!"

"No I'm sorry here just out the bandaid on and well sit here for a little bit then go back okay?"

"Yeah sure"

Once we got the bandaid on and everything we say there she rested her head on my shoulder we got up and walked back.

You could see some of the bandaid but not a lot so we were good, me and Samantha's dad's were talking so they had there own conversation and ignored us but not in a rude way.

"Sweetie what's wrong" my mom asked

"What are you talking about everything's fine"

"Sam tell me what's wrong why did you go over there and why do you have on a bandaid"

"I got a cut there yesterday and it was rubbing up against my shorts and it was bleeding so Shawn fixed it that's all"

"Show me now Samantha" Sam's mom asked

"Mom we just out on the bandaid it would be a waste and we have no more"

"Samantha now"

While that was happening I pulled Sam away from the table and told her

"Show her it will be a weight lifted off your shoulders please Samantha for me!"

"Ugh I can't believe I'm doing this but fine"

"Mom, Mrs. Mendes do you want to know what's going on?"

"Yes!!" Both of our moms said in concern and annoyance

"Fine" she stood up lifted up her shorts and took off the bandaid and showed her horrible,bloody cuts her mom hugged her and asked

"Oh my goodness Samantha why" she said almost crying

"I didn't have anyone there for me to stop me of tell me I'm beautiful or worth it"

"I was gone for that month that it had happened and Sam I'm so sorry I already told you I'm not leaving you"

Our dad's looked in shock but didn't say anything after we all drive back to the house not saying anything to anybody the whole car ride and stayed silent till we got to the apartment. I felt awful...