Once we got Into the apartment out parents came in because we Invited them to stay for dinner which I know Sam was regretting but I went up Into our room and talked to her our parents just sat in silence trying to listen to our conversation...
Sam- what am I gonna do now Shawn they're gonna think I need help now and I don't it was a one time thing I threw away the razor last night that's why I was so tired today I'm done I can't keep living like this I have to accept it and I defiantly don't need help!
Shawn- really it's gone
Sam- yes I don't need help
Shawn - good and I know you don't and if your mom or my mom thinks you do we'll fake it okay we can say that your getting help when really your not
Sam- no because they will want to meet the person or whatever you call those people
Shawn - fine then I'll tell them that you don't need it okay
Sam- fine but what are we gonna tell them I don't even want to go in there but it's only like what one something and they're staying for dinner
Shawn - I'll explain everything okay
Sam- I guess I'm gonna get into yoga pants, do we have anymore band aids left? Probably not right?
Shawn - yeah we got nothing left
Sam- do you want me to go and get some?
Shawn - no I'll get them just stay here ok
Sam- okay can you also get food too because we have nothing (sad face/glassy eyes )
Shawn - yeah if course, what's wrong.
Sam- why'd I have to do this (crying)
Shawn - come here
(Big hug)Shawn- you didn't do it on purpose I know you didn't just stay here calm down I'll be back in a couple of minuets and when I go into the kitchen I'll tell them to drop it and I'll explain later okay?
Sam- okay thanks
(they kiss and he goes to tell them the situation)
Shawn - hey guys I'm gonna go out and get some food for tonight and Sam's in our room she needs time to calm down bu-
Sam's mom- why does she need to calm down is she crying
Shawn - (sighs) yeah but please guys whatever you do don't bring it up I already told her that I would explain everything to you guys later okay just promise me that I can't see her like this is tears me apart please
Samantha's dad- you really care about her don't you
Shawn - yeah I do I don't know what I would do without her
Sam's dad- and I don't know what she'd do without you and we promise we won't say a thing until you get back right guys?
Family- yes we promise
Shawn - thanks I'll be back in a couple of minutes bye guys
Family- bye Shawn
(He leaves and Sam finally calms down and comes out)
SAMANTHA'S P.O.V
Once I was calmed down I went into the bathroom I went into the cabinet I grabbed my Advil and started walking outside then of course I felt a sharp pain and I was bleeding again so I called Shawn right away!!!
Shawn - hey babe what's wrong I just got to the store
Sam- yeah umm there bleeding and they are stinging and bleeding idk what's wrong
Shawn- are they infected maybe because they shouldn't hurt this bad
Sam- fuck! Well this is great just great my family and yours are worried about me both if our moms think we need help i don't even know what to do anymore I'm done
Shawn- what do u mean
Sam- I should tell them I don't need it
Shawn- I tried I'll talk to you later stay in our room okay?
Sam- fine bye love you hurry up please
Shawn- of course love you too baby
The pain stopped and I walked in and the family stared at me.
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Fiksi PenggemarSamantha and Shawn have been dating for 4 years it's been really hard for Samantha because of the haters and she doesn't handle them well because of past experiences with bullies. Once shawn goes away for a month and left Samantha all alone how did...