Worth Nothing

Chapter 3: A Moment Like This

Chapter 3: A Moment like This

Calyx’s Point of View:

RiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiNGGgggg!!!!

Oh good! After a very boring lesson, it’s our break.

They all began to make commotions and get their food.

The girls even made a circle to share their food.

But this girl beside me, Sissy, was still sitting silent.

“Aren’t you going to eat?” I asked out of the blue.

I felt pity on here since she was having a hard time adjusting in this kind of atmosphere, I could say.

(Calyx's Thoughts: I wish I did take care of her that time! Why did I let her be alone that time?! I’m such nuts)

She obviously was shocked and said. “Oh right,” in a weak and shaky voice.

She then let out a small box out of her box and from that box she gets out a homemade sandwich.

It looks quite delicious and appealing to the eyes.

“Want some?” She offered without looking at me.

“No thanks.” I said. Well actually I’m quite hungry.

“Don’t be shy. I know you’re hungry.” She said and lent me some of her sandwiches.

“I said I’m not hungry!” she was annoying. I can’t help but raise my voice.

Then suddenly,

BbrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrGGggg!

My stomach growled.

I was shocked and a small laugh reached my ears.

“I told you, YOU were hungry.” She said with a laugh and gave me again a sandwich.

“T-Thank you.” I said and grabbed the sandwich from her.

I took a bite and it was delicious, it really was.

She lets out a smile, an angelic one.

“Sissy, come join us here!” called Amy inviting her to join their group picnic.

She gets her box and stood up.

“Eat well!” She said before leaving and joined their group.

She was really having fun there. Chit-chatting about girly stuffs and sharing meals, she really was happy.

(Calyx's Thoughts: I hope I was the one making her happy that time. I wish I was. But it was too late.)

Then after some time the bell rang again and everyone transformed and returned to their own places.

She went back beside me again.

And another round of boring class continued.

She eagerly listened to the teachers. She joined the class discussion and she even shared some of her experiences in Japan.

She enjoys herself her. Poor little girl, she didn’t even know what kind of life she will encounter in this kind of school.

Well it’s not that hard but students from other class really are dumbass.

Students from our class were the only ones who were normal.

DISMISSAL TIME

We were packing out things up.

“Nice meeting you again, uh-“she said before leaving.

“Calyx” I said coldly.

“Nice meeting you again, Calyx! Bye!”She said and went out.

I was glad she was happy now, but what about next time?

I went out and saw a bunch of boy gathering near school entrance.

They seemed to bully someone like they always do.

“STOP IT!” cried the girl.

Wait! That voice was familiar.

“I SAID STOP IT” cried the girl again.

“Look! The Japanese girl wanted to be kissed.” A boy from the group said.

“No!” cried the girl.

I’m pretty sure it was Sissy.

“Hey! Stop hurting her!” I said and the boys looked at my direction.

They seemed to be frightened.

Well of course, I’m famous with my karate moves.

I’m a black belter and I always win.

They set aside except for this boy who looks war-freak.

He was taller; probably he was from the last section.

He tried to hit me, but with three combo moves he was knocked down and I get Sissy.

His group ran away like scared cats leaving him behind.

“She’s mine!” said the beaten boy.

“No, she was my girlfriend” I said and kept going,

With girlfriend I meant nothing actually.

But when I saw her, she was obviously puzzled.

“Don’t get in trouble next time.” I said and left here when we got to the entrance.

“T-thank you!” she said with sparkling eyes.

She looks happy I could tell.

“We’re quits now, I thank you for the sandwich and you thank me for rescuing you. Don’t ever bother me again. Okay?” I said coldly and she nodded.

The happiness was drowned with fluster and she looked upset now.

Well I didn’t want to make connections with her truthfully.

(Calyx's Thoughts: Thinking what I thought about closing my doors for her that time made me regret everything even more. I wish I let my heart be filled with her.)

I went home, and I bet she did, too.

Right now, I’m in my room concentrating with the book that I’m reading but she kept on visiting my mind and I was really pissed.

I closed the book and decided to sleep.

But when I closed my eyes, I saw her again and I suddenly opened my eyes.

I felt blood rising to my head.

Why am I blushing on a moment like this?! I’m really pissed.

(Calyx's Thoughts: Now I know why….  I’m blushing that moment. Because… I’m in love with her.)