Cemetery Drive

Heartbeat

I've noticed how you've been changing. Since that day y-you seem more....happy? I am not one too aware of the feeling, but I've felt it enough and seen it enough on your face. Every time I cuddle against you I can hear a pounding. I am not sure if it's mine or yours, but I do hear a small rhythmic beat coming from you every now and then. Your heart. It's alive. I am sure.

"What do you want to do today Gerard?" Frank questioned, as he kept me cuddled close in bed.

I hummed and dug my head more into his chest.

"I want to stay here and cuddle with you."

He gently kissed the top of my head before responding.

"I like that idea. Maybe I smother you in kisses as well."

I wasn't declining that offer. I lifted my head up and sealed my lips to his. I always smile against him every time our lips connect. It gives me such a rush. Not that way. It makes me feel human. I never had sweet passionate kisses like this with Bert. When Frank kisses me he doesn't do it out of lust. He does it because he cares and likes me. Fuck I sounded like a teenage girl, but its true.

Frank pulled away and pecked my nose before getting out of bed. I sat up, disappointed from losing contact and confused to why he got up. Frank turned around and furrowed his brow. He gave me a smile, before grabbing one of his shirts, quickly slipping it on.

"Don't be sad Gerard. I am just going to the bathroom before making us breakfast."

"I was told I would be smothered in kisses!" I whined ignoring what he said.

Frank chuckled, walking over to me to peck my lips.

"How about the chocolate?" He laughed.

"Hmm I prefer your soft lips, but I think I love food more than you."

Frank dramatically gasped, causing me to laugh at him.

"I love you Frankie."

Frank blushed and kissed the side of my cheek before he left the room.

I fell back into the bed, sighing with a huge smile on my face. I haven't seen him blush since our date. I would like to see him blush more. He looks way to fucking cute when he blushes. I get up and walk out the room and headed straight to the kitchen. I am not well known with where Frank has his things, but I am guessing he would have coffee packets by the coffee machine- and I am correct. I grab a packet and inserted one into his coffee maker.

I looked around for a mug, before I placed it under the coffee nozzle and started the machine. I was panicked when I felt arms snack around me. I knew it was Frank since he is shorter than me. I leaned against his touch smiling kind of thinking that he copied this move from me.

"You're very affectionate today." I said turning my head slightly to meet his eyes that barely come off my shoulder.

"Is that a problem?"

"No. I actually like it."

He kissed my jaw, backing away to take the coffee I had just prepared.

"Hey that was mine!" I said.

"We can share?"

"Alright."

After Frank and I ate our breakfast we went to relax on the couch to watch a movie. I let Frank pick the movie, since I didn't want to pick the movie. I wasn't paying attention to the movie. I was paying attention to the beat I felt on my back while Frank was cuddling me. Every time I glanced back at Frank, he was staring at me with a smile, before he blushed looking back up to the tv. Every time he did that I felt the beat. I was sure it was his heart. After the movie was finished, Frank buried his head into my neck.

"What are you thinking of Frankie?" I giggled due to his hair tickling my neck.

I quickly figured what he was doing when he began to kiss my neck. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Frank stopped kissing my neck and flipped me over so I was on my back. Frank gently cupped my face and sealed his lips to mine. We slowly started to make out, parting to catch our breath every now and then. The kiss was extremely amazing that I was surprised my hands went on his hip and the other on his chest. I smiled into the kiss after feeling his heartbeat against my hand.

Frank pulled away with a huge grin as he gently rested his forehead against mine. We deeply stared at each other catching our breath with grins on our faces. Frank laid back, grabbing my hands, intertwining them with his. I giggled, pecking Frank's lips.

"Gerard..." Frank whispered.

"Yes Frankie?" I replied with a smile.

"You make me feel alive Gerard." He said closing his eyes with a smile.

"You make me feel alive too Frankie."

Frank let go of my hands and pulled me into a tight hug. I laughed and wrapped my arms around him too. I felt Frank kiss the top of my head, hearing him sigh lightly. I was afraid of that sigh because I felt Frank's beautiful lips smile against my head. I grinned bigger than I already was and buried my face into his chest and fell asleep.