Just stop!
She doesn't like you that way!
She doesn't deserve to be forced into a relationship she doesn't want to a part of!
She deserves better!
You make her feel like a piece of shit because you weigh her down with all your problems she feels like a part of! Stop!
She tries as hard as possible to be good to you and you bully her into hurting more than she already does! You have no idea how hard she tries with you. She always comforts you, lets you tag along, and tries her best to be patient and you wear her down. She puts on a smile but she's lying when she does.
You're being selfish. Think about how she's feeling for once.