Broken Hearted Girl (Aaron carpenter)

Chapter 10

She turns around, and looks at me.. The pain in my chest is horrible, and only get worse by looking at her. "Aaron.." She say, and look surprised. "How could you" I whisper, and fell disgust. "I'm sorry" She say, and walks towards me.. "Get out of here" I say calm. "I'm so sorry Aaron" She say, and lay her hand on my cheek. "Get out of here!" I raise my voice, and smash my hand against the wall. She walks away from me, and a door slams. The sadness, is turning in to anger.. I need to keep calm.. 

"I'm sorry dude, but she is just so attractive, have you seen those lips, they're so soft" He say, and sound like a dumb ass. What the fuck is wrong with him. "How could you" I yell, and walks towards him. "It was easy, you ju-" I hit him on the jaw before he finish that sentence. "You're a god damn asshole" I raise my voice, and he hold his hand on his jaw. He doesn't say anything he just stand there. "You know i love her!" I shout, and he smirks.. All the emotions inside me is going crazy. "You're fucking asshole" I say and smash my hand against his jaw again, and again.

"Aaron!!" A familiar voice say.. Simone.. Great.. "Go away" I say with clenched teeth. "Calm down" She say, and her voice automatically calms me down.. I look at her, and see the tears and the fear in her eyes.. She is afraid of me... I look over at Cameron.. What have i done.. He is one of my best friends..  I run past Simone, and doesn't even look at her, i can't look in her in the eyes after this.. I need to go home. I need to be alone with my thoughts. 

"Aaron, what's wrong?" Jack G ask, and hold my arm, so i can't run. "Nothing" I lie, with tears down my cheek.. "Aaron tell me.." He whisper, and looks sad at me. I sigh, and say the thing i feared the most..

"Simon-ne she kis-sed Cam, and i hit him.." I say, with a shaky voice, and fell the pain again. He let my arm go free, and look all shocked.. "I'll go back at the hotel.." I say, and feel more tears run down my cheeks.. He nods, and i walk away, and start to walk back at the hotel.. I pull my sweater on, and the rain makes my hair wet.. Great, that's what i need.

My phone make a sound, and i see i got a text from Nash, 3 missed calls from Matt, 2 text messages from Simone.. 

I start to read the one from Nash..

From Nash: 

*Where are you dude..? I heard what happened.. I'm so sorry..*

I ignored his message, and looked what Simone wrote me.. 

From Simone:

'Why did you beat Cam..?*

*What was you thinking..?" 

Really? Is that all she has to say to me.. Why i hit him.. She really didn't care about me.. She only played with my feelings.. Why did she say all those thing, kissed me if she didn't mean it..? It made no sense..

I lay my iPhone down in my pocket, and walks again. I look around, and feel the tiredness take over. I lay down under a bridge.. I fell my eyelids get heavy, and i drift of to sleep..

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I wake up by cars being noisy.. I look at my phone to see that i have 4 missed calls from Bart.. 3 from Jack G.. 6 from Nash.. 7 from Dustyn.. 2 from Carter... But none from Simone.. Of course.. She probably just fucked Cameron while i was gone.. I get up from the ground, and walk towards the hotel, its only 10 minutes away.. 

I look through Twitter, and follow a few people. And do the same on Instagram. I answer some Dm's, just because i love my fans.

I'm at the hotel, and go into the lobby. I take the elevator up, and walks into my room.. And literally everyone is in there.. 

"Aaron" Jack G say, and hugs me. Everyone looks at me.. Damn it.. "Hey" I say, and look at Nash, his eyes are red.. Has he cried..? Because of me? No of course not, it's just the light.  

Simone walks towards me, she is making me fell sick.. Lovesick..  "Where have you been?" She say, and wipe a tear away from her cheek.. I look at her, and shake my head.. 

"It's not like you care" I say cold, and turn around, and walks away from her. It hurts to much to look at her.. To be around her.. I walk over to my suitcase, take a new sweatshirt on, and take my Penny Board. 

"Stay" Simone says, but i ignore her, and walks out of the door.. Leaving them again. 

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Simone's P.O.V 

Aaron had been gone all night, he had turned off his phone. We had no idea where he was.. And when he finally came home he leaved again.. Since what happened last night, there had been an awkward silence, when the other boys was around me..

I destroyed everything. Kissing Cameron was the most stupid thing ever.. I fucked it up again.. I broke the trust Aaron had in me.. Why did i even kiss Cam... I don't like him.. I like Aaron.. I go back to my room, with Brent. 

A tear roll down my Cheek and Brent notice.. "Heey don't cry.." Brent whisper, and wipe off the tear. "I fucked up.." I say, and look down. Brent sighs, and runs his hand up and down on my back, to calm me down.. "You did, but Aaron will forgive you, he just needs time.." He say, and sit down on his knees in front of me. "I don't know" I say, and the pain in my chest come back.. "I need to talk to him" I say and gets up.. "Simone... Don't do something stupid.." Brent say, and sounds sad.. I make everyone sad.. 

I don't even knock on the door into his room, i just walk in.. I don't say anything, i look around the room.. There he is, laying in bed.. 

"Aaron..?" I whisper, and he turn around.. His eyes are red, and he looks like one big mess.. It makes me fell worse than i already do..

"Just go.. Or is you here to break my heart? Ohhh wait, you already did.." He says, and tears roll down his cheeks.. "Aaron.. I was drunk.. I regret it so much.." I say, telling the truth. 

"Is that really your excuse?" He ask, lifting his eyebrow. 

"What do you want me to say" I ask, feeling the pain in my chest grow bigger. 

"The fucking truth! Why did you kiss him?!" He raise his voice.. Not this again.. "I was drunk, i wasn't thinking!!" I answer him. "Yeah right" He say, and turns around, so i only can see his back. 

"But, i thought you didn't care. You said yourself i could flirt with Cameron as much as i would!" I say, and know i piss him of, but also hurt him by saying that.. He turn around, with a hurt look.

"I do care about you, i fucking love you!!" He scream, and starts to cry. "Do you love me..?" I say. 

"Yes i do. I love you Simone.. But if it's this kind of game you want to play, then okay..." He say. 

"I don't want to play" I whisper, but he don't hear me.. 

"I actually  thought we had something, but i was clearly wrong.." He say and walk out the door. 

"I love you too" I say, and he turn around, with a surprised look.