*throws tablet across the room*
*hits face with pillow*
*shrieks*
*sobs*
*eats an infinite amount of ice cream*
*sits on the floor while rocking back and forth (still sobbing)*
*goes to bed and cries self to sleep*
*wakes up immediately because I was dreaming of green eyes*
*screams*
*claws at heart*
*rolls off bed and rolls under bed*
*takes tear soaked blanket with me*
*ignores the tubs of ice cream littering the floor*
*stays under the bed crying*
Mom: *walks in*
Mom: *sees my current state*
Mom: *walks out*
Me: wHY THOUGH!?!?!? LIKE, HE WAS A VILLAIN AND ALL AND HE WAS BASICALLY OKAY WITH INCEST BUT THAT wAs nOT okAY CASSIE! LIKE WHHHHHYYYYY!!!!!!!
Like, it still gets to me.
I know he deserved to die. He NEEDED to die. It was essential because otherwise, the world would be in peril and in total destruction and people would be constantly murdered... but like..... NO.
"His eyes were green."
HIS EYES WOULD'VE BEEN THE SAME COLOR AS CLARY'S. HAD VALENTINE NOT EXPERIMENTED ON JOCELYN, SEBASTIAN WOULD'VE HAD GREEN EYES. THE SAME COLOR AS HIS MOTHER'S AND HIS SISTER'S! THEY WOULD'VE HAD SOMETHING IN COMMOM! BUT NOOOO! ALL THEY HAD IN COMMON WAS IN FATHER!
HAD HE NOT BEEN EXPERIMENTED ON, HE WOULD'VE BEEN NORMAL AND THE BROTHER CLARY DESERVED AND THE SON JOCELYN DESERVED.
HE. COULD'VE. HAD. GREEN. FREAKING. BEAUTIFUL. EYES!!!!!
*continues screaming and crying*
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The Life of a Fangirl
RandomThis is but a book of rants created by a wee child while she was hyped up on too much caffeine. Feel free to peruse these chapters, but be warned: it gets weird. :) Disclaimer: The opinions I expressed in the chapters of this book may have changed t...