I'm jealous of the sky,
Who is not afraid to cry,
When he is sad.
I'm jealous of that stars,
Who shine bright throughout the dark,
While I'm going mad.
Sometimes I wanna tie something around my throat
Maybe then someone will notice that I'm broke.
Only blades and pills help me cope.
I have no more hope.
I have no more happiness in my brain
Blood oozes from within my vains
I am going absolutely insane
Life is such a pain.
Everyone knows now, about this sadness
They don't really care though, they think I am such a mess
I'm nothing but a burden, tears stain my glasses
They say I need pills, I continue thinking about death.
"You're getting better." They say
Oh how I hate this game I have to play
It's hard, just going through every day
Both of my eyes see nothing but grey.
This smile is a disguise
Tears always threaten to leave my eyes
I truly hate this thing called life
I'm tired of telling nothing but lies.
I am still so young
But I want this life to be done
I hate almost everyone
Except one.
The only reason I am living
This one girl, that is beautiful, outside and within
This one girl, that makes me have butterflies in my stomach
This one girl, who is such an amazing person
This one girl, who carries so much love
Her heart is as pure as angels up above
She truly makes me feel happy enough
Happy enough to forget this life that is so rough.
She is the one thing I don't regret
I fell in love with this girl that I haven't even met
She makes what was once so cold, feel warm in my chest
This one girl who has my heart set.
// This is about my best friend who's helped me through everything//
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Behind The Walls Of Sadness (Remake Of An Essay On Life)
PoetryPoems based on mostly depression, causes of depression, suicidal thoughts and actions, self harm, anorexia, and more things. If you are easily offended, I suggest you don't read this.
