Fighting every day, just to stay alive
Everyone leaves in the dark, but stay with you in the light
I'm always trying to smile, but I never do at night
Seeing me truely smile, is such a rare sight
Darkness always follows me, I have nowhere to go
That darkness is consuming me, body, mind, and soul
It's making me have crazy thoughts, I'm having trouble saying no
Why is it that almost everyone acts like they hate me so?
I don't understand, why I have these thoughts that are so blue
I hate myself so much, and it's all because of you
You made me this way, and I have no more I can do
You can tell them it's all lies but, most of it is true
I thought you truly loved me, you really broke me there
I hate all of these things they say, and all of the awful stares
This is only a little bit, most of it I can't stand to share
I can't stand my own self anymore, looking in the mirror is hard to bare
My family calls me beautiful, and they try to cheer me up
But for some awful reason I can't forget your touch
You made me feel so absolutely wonderfully in love
But in reality, you just really hurt my heart
You made me believe in love that was so sweet
You made feel so amazing, from my head, to my feet
But then you had to ruin it, you had to go and cheat
But now, only one makes me feel that love does exist
This is all I really have to say
Well at least for today
I'm so sick of all these games I play
So goodbye, I shall dream of Happy days
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Behind The Walls Of Sadness (Remake Of An Essay On Life)
PoetryPoems based on mostly depression, causes of depression, suicidal thoughts and actions, self harm, anorexia, and more things. If you are easily offended, I suggest you don't read this.
