Chapter.30

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Tour had ended,
Everyone had headed back home.
Even I had gone to my own home.
I needed to be alone for a bit.
I have to find a way to relieve my pain but in a way no one would guess.
And that was a hard thing to come up with.
What was one thing that no one would guess..
Obviously self harming and drug using was out of the picture.
There has to be something.
I thought for a moment.
Purging.
When I would throw up anything I ate.
No one would know!
I know, it sounds retarted but I was desperate.
I needed something to help me out.

*2 days later*
I wasn't good at purging...
I couldn't even throw up.
This is fucking fantastic!
I'm fucking completely losing it aren't I?
I groaned sliding down the wall.
Why is life so hard?

(Sorry the chapter is short :/
If anyone has any ideas on what to happen later on feel free to comment :) I give credit ;)

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