Bandages. (Andy Biersack) (Completed)

Chapt.18

Today was the day I go back to work, go back to living on my own.
It felt weird being alone again.
But my ribs were alright.
I hadn't spoken to anyone about what I did.
Andy never brought it up and it was kept that way.
It wasn't anyone's business.
I sighed and pulled an outfit out of my closet and slipped it on.
Black ripped skinny jeans, combat boots with spikes, a black laced tank top with a skull on it, my soul punk leather jacket, and fingerless gloves.
I did my hair so it covered part of my face and did my make up.
Ah I loved eyeliner.
It was the shit ;)
I walked downstairs and pulled an apple out of the fruit bowl before shutting the door.
I got into my car and turned it on along with the radio.
I smiled as it played 'Run Free' by Asking Alexandria.
I hummed along as I drove to the studio.
Well, hopefully today goes well.

*After Work*
I pulled up at home after a long day of work.
Writing. Singing. Playing my guitar.
All damn day.
It wasn't easy.
I groaned and walked inside throwing my jacket to the floor.
"HEY SHIANNE YOU'RE HOME!"Someone screamed.
My eyes widened.
"What the hell Kellin!"I yelled and walked into the kitchen.
He laughed and followed me into the kitchen.
"So how was work today?"He asked.
"Eh it was alright."I smiled pulling out a gatorade for myself.
We talked for a bit and played on my xbox.
It was around 9pm when Kellin left.
I was alone again.
To be honest, I was kind of afraid.
I mean, Tony nor my Dad were in jail.
I still was unsafe.
I sighed, putting on some music.
Music always calms me down.
I made myself dinner singing along to Fall Out Boy.
I sat down and ate my food when my phone rang.
Let me guess.
Work?
I looked and smiled.
It's just Cassie.
I paused my music.
"Hey."I smiled.
"SHIANNE HELP ME."She said.
She sounded annoyed.
"With what?"I asked.
"FOUR FUCKING MEN ARE IN MY HOUSE AND THEY WONT LEAVE!"She groaned.
There was a few talking sounds followed by 'Let go CC!'
"Hi Shianne!"CC yelled.
I laughed kicking my feet up on my table.
"Hey CC. Why are you all bothering Cassie?"I laughed picking at my food.
"She makes really good pizza."He said then the phone was cut off from him.
"Fucking asswipe."Cassie groaned.
"Aha why don't you make them leave if they annoy you?"I asked.
"Ugh I did. They.wont.leave."She whined.
"Let me talk to the mature one of all."I said.
"There really isn't one here. I thought Jake was mature. I was fucking wrong."She said.
I laughed and threw the rest of my food away.
"I guess I can't help you then."I smiled.
"Ugh I got to go. I have to go clean whatever that blue shit is on the wall."She whined and hung up.
I shook my head.
"That poor girl."I said and put my plate in the dishwasher.
I went up to my bathroom and decided to shower.
I took off my clothes and got into the shower.
I looked at my arms, examining all the scars I have made on them.
I looked on my thighs and hips.
I had scars everywhere.
This is really who I am.
I groaned and finished my shower.
I dressed myself in a long sleeve shirt, sweats and I was ready to go.
I looked out onto the balcony and admired the night sky.
I hate what I do to myself but I could never really have enough.
I always have to make more to satisfy the craving for blood to run down my arm.
I just, I need to feel pain.
Maybe cutting isn't the way to go.
I thought for a moment.
I wonder what a pill does to you?