High School Heartbreak {ON HOLD}

F i v e: Peep the Sarcasm

Dear Diary,

Another shitty day for Another shitty person. The week as usual is uneventful. Yay me! Peep the sarcasm. Well it's finally Friday meaning no more school but it also means that my mom is going to New Jersey for another business meeting. Sometimes having a mom that's an event manager sucks.

Don't you just love alarms. I know I do. I just love to be woken up from a peaceful slumber by an obnoxious contraption blaring in my ear. Not.

Going to the bathroom to start getting ready I looked in the mirror and instant,y wanted to go back to bed. I look like absolute TRASH. My hair is in every direction but down and my face just looks like the inside of a public toilet after someone name Big Trish left. Isn't life grand!

Sorry if I seem a bit grumplestiltskin, I woke up this morning on the wrong side of the bed. Forget the wrong side of the bed I woke up underneath the damn mattress. I don't want to go to school in all honesty but I have to if I don't wa.....

Someone knocking on the door interrupted my thoughts
Knock knock knock

"Ok ok I'm coming hold your tampons" I say in an exasperated tone. I get up and go to the door wondering who would come to my house at 6:30 am. Once I look through the peep hole I see why I'm not use to it because I'm not used to this person being around so much.

I internally groan and say "Sorry you have reached the automated voice messaging system of 773 GO AWAY"

He groaned "Come on I just want to talk"

Come on Missy don't be a bitch he just wants to talk. Isn't my conscience supposed to be on my side. Instead of listening to myself I wanted to be bitch just a tad bit longer. "Now you wanna talk to me" I scoff " I'm so honored"

"Come on Missy ....pleasse"

"Ughh....Fine." I opened the door to find a slightly disheveled Shawn on the other side. In all honesty he didn't look to bad. He doesn't look too bad?...... bitch he looks hot. Shut up asshole conscience.

"What" I say impatience and annoyance seeping through my voice

He sighs "listen can I come in. I really want to talk to you"

I roll my eyes and let him into my house. He goes to the couch to sit down just as my mom comes out to leave. Great.

"Hey mom you leaving already?" I ask walking towards her to give her a quick hug.

She notices Shawn right away and says "Yes I got an early flight, I didn't know Shawn was coming over Missy"

"Yeah me either" I mutter

"What" mom says with a smile

"Oh nothing I was just saying that we had to put finishing touches on a project then he's leaving."

"Oh ok bye Honey" she says as she kissed the top of my head "bye Shawn"

"Bye Mrs.Michelle" he mutters as she leaves. I sigh and sit on the far end of the couch.

"Oh so what was so important that you had to interrupt my getting ready to come to my house in pajamas"

"Ok so I wanted to talk to you about how I ditched you..."

"Nope...no...no.no.no"

"Missy...."

"No I don't want to here it" I cover my ears and let out a series of lalalalalala's before he yells