High School Heartbreak {ON HOLD}

F o u r: he can't be serious

Dear Diary
I really just don't know what I'm going to do. Brook and Mariah walk in on Shawn in my bed yesterday although nothing went on it's weird. You see my friends aren't normal they over exaggerate almost anything. It's Sunday Night which means tomorrow I have to go back to school which means questions are gonna get asked.

Ughhh now it's time to get ready for school tomorrow. I really just want everyone to disappear, Brook call me.

"Hey...look who decided to answer the phone."

"The same person who can hang up."

"Ok ok ....sooooo has Shawn been over?"

"Brook I'm not doing this with you."

"Wait, wait wait wait sorry but um guess who Khylla date to the dance is."

"Who." I said as if I was annoyed by the subject. In all honesty, I was.

Before she could say anything someone knocks on the door. My mom yelled. "Missy get the door."

"Hold on someone's at the door I'll call you back."

She chuckled. "Hmmm is it Shawn."

"Fuck off bye," I hung up and went to the door. I looked through the peep whole. I ran back to my room and changed into a cuter outfit. Fitted shorts and a tank top then remembered this was the same boy who ditched me and changed back. Went back to the door and open it.
"Hey, Shawn."

"Hey, Missy... I just wanted to come by and say sorry."

"For what exactly??"

"I don't know I kinda just figured I did something wrong because you were avoiding me you know AGAIN"

"Don't start," I said with an annoyed tone.

"Ok ok well can I come in"

"I don't know lemme ask my mom." I was hoping she'd say no but also hoping she'd say yes.
"Mom can Shawn come in for a few minutes"

"Oh yes, Shawn I haven't seen him in ages tell him to come one in. Only for a few minutes though" I went back to the door and said you can come in for a few minutes. He came in and we sat on the couch.

"So what's up," I said trying to get the conversation started

"Um nothing much I just wanted to come to you because you are one of the few people I can talk to"

"What about Gebron I mean he's one person you are still close with"

"He's been busy with Khylla you know they kinda date"

"Oh so that's her date to the dance"

"Yup,"

"So what did you wanna talk about"

"I wanted to talk about Audrey."

A forced smile. "Sure what's up?"

I feel like she's pushing me away. Like she doesn't want me anymore"

"Sounds to me like someone doesn't wanna be replaced."