As Plain As Black And White

7

I sent Camille up to his room to deliver his lunch. I can't bear to look at his face right now. I'm so stupid. I knew this would never work yet I did it anyway. I swept the rug and dusted the living area

"So Sir James wanted to see you."

"What did you say?"

"I said you were still worn out from throwing up yesterday."

"Good."

"Then he said he'll just come down to see you." And as if she planned it, he comes down the stairs and I made my way to our bathroom. He won't ever think about coming in here.

The door flew open. Thank god for Camille always having my back.

"Nasir." I heard James familiar voice ring through the bathroom.

"Sir."

"Come on. Can we talk?"

"Sorry. I actually cannot because Master gave me work to do."

"I will tell him my room is messy."

"I'm begging you. I'm not a toy. I'm not an animal. Leave me alone." I begged.

"You are not a toy or an animal. I see you Nasir, just like you see me. Please follow me." He held my cheeks. He walks out of the bathroom and I follow him. We went up the stairs and to his room. Where as soon as I got inside my back was pushed against a wall and his lips we pressed against mine. I couldn't help myself. I jump up and wrap my legs around him and he picked me up and carried me by my bottom. He carried me to the bed and we continued to kiss on the bed.

The image of Isabella kissing his cheek played in my mind and I pushed myself away.
"Still mad I see?" He sat next to me on the bed and I shot up and stood in the middle of the room. "You know when I heard you were sick, I was worried. But I'm glad you're feeling better."

"Yeah me too."

"Where'd you go last night? I saw you behind the gazebo and when I went to check on you. You were gone."

"Yeah I didn't want to interrupt anything."

"Nasi-"

"Sir can I go now?"

"No."

"Why do you want to leave?" He asked. I shrugged. "Speak Nasir."

"Because I am a slave.. and now im a heart broken slave when I could just be a regular slave. Having another kiss what's mine and I couldn't do anything about it, made me upset inside and I don't know why. It's not like you feel the same way though."

"Oh but baby I do." He stood up and grabbed my chin forcing me to look at him. He kissed me and he held on to my waist. He pulls away.

"So you like me too?"

"Ever since I first saw you."

"So 16 years ago?" I laughed.

"But think about it. I met you when I was 14 and you were 13."

"Oh yeah."

"Boy did you always get in to trouble. I always wanted to be like you." I looked at him in shock.

"Like me. A slave?"

"Oh stop saying that. You are my partner, my boyfriend. And yes. You did nothing my father told you to do. You did your own thing. Something I can't do." He pulled me back into the bed with him

"Woah. That's funny cause I've always wanted to be like you, reasons being the obvious."

"Makes sense. And Nasir I'm telling you that you have nothing to worry about between Isabella and I."

"Promise?"

"Promise." We lock pinkies. I cuddle into his chest.

"You know I don't want leave but I have work to do."

"No my parents are gone with Isabella's mom and I'm suppose to be watching Paul but Camille's here so I got you all to myself. No interruptions." He kisses my neck. I bite my lip trying to stop the noise began forming in the back of my throat.

"Ooo James. I'm not trying to get another one of those things."

"What things?" He mumbled against my neck. I shiver. I clear my throat. He throws me on top of him and I sit with my legs on either side of him. I look down at him

"You're gonna think I'm weird or something's wrong with me."

"I won't."

"Okay. Well it's like my private area, gets uhh like hard, like a rock." I cover my face so I don't show my embarrassment. He laughs and removes my hands from in front of my face.

"Baby those are normal for a man." I raised an Eyebrow. "It's called and Erection. Men get them when they are aroused."

"Aroused?"

"Means excited or turned on. Like sexually."

"Sex?"

"Woah, you have a lot to learn. But I can help." He lifts his eyebrows eyeing my privates.

"Oh no no no." I laugh and bring his chin up to me. "My eyes are up here Sir." I chuckle. He laughs and I come down to his level and give him a kiss. I tried to get back up but he held my head down there. I thought this was funny so I accidentally laughed while he tried to kiss me.

"Aww babe. You spit in my mouth." He whined I laughed even harder.

"I'm sorry."

"You're certainly going to be." He sat up and started tickling my side. I laughed so hard I couldn't stand it.

"Stop." I could barely make out. The slam of the front door made me quickly get off of him and grab my broom and walk out of the room. James snatched me back.

"See you behind the Gazebo later."

"I can't. I have Church but I'll see you for dinner." He nods And I walk away but is pulled back again for a kiss that lasted forever making me forget I had something to do. But when it was over, I quickly disappeared.