I am going to the hospital for cemo today. The whole squad is coming for "support" although i think they are going for the ice cream.
We all walk into the hospital, then walk into my doctors room.
"oh, i see you have the whole....crew?" she says.
We all laugh.
"sure thing doc." i tell him.
"so before we start i just want to go over a couple things i would, and would not like you doing after cemo today."
"ok sure." i say and take a seat.
"So these are your closest friends right?" she asks.
"Yeah! Well and my boyfriend." i say and look at grayson.
"Ok so you don't mind if I say a couple, maybe sensitive information that might affect your love life." i asks.
"I guess not." i say and everyone laughs.
"So are you and Grayson sexually active?" she asks.
"Um what do you mean by that?" i ask and all my friends start dying laughing.
"Do you guys regularly have sex?" she asks again.
"Well..."
"I live with them, Yes! They are believe me." Ethan answers for me.
at this point even the doctors laughing.
"Well your going to have to stop that for right now because it's not good to put that much pressure on your body right after cemo." the doctors says.
"Wait your saying that we cant.... Im a 17 year old boy, I need things! and she is one of them!" grayson tells the doctor.
"son i am saying just for tonight." the doctor says laughing.
"Close one." Grayson says and I laugh.
after i finish cemo, everyone came back to my place.
GRAYSONS POV
while everyone is downstairs talking and drinking some kind of alcoholic beverage, mia and I make our way up to her room.
as we sit on her bed, she takes my hand and places it on her thigh.
"babe if you don't mind, i kinda want to get a few things off my chest." she starts
i just nod
"well i feel like we've been trying to live in the future more than the present, with the whole trying for a baby thing. i think it's time we start living in the moment. just you and me being young, dumb, broke high school kids. we are about to graduate and all i want is for you to live a normal high school life. i think i even want that. so no matter what cancer is doing to me at this very moment, promise me we're going to only make choices for the present, not the future. i want to go to parties now, i want to just let go and be free, but only if you agree to do it with me. are you in baby?" mia tells me.
"i'm in." i say, with a big smile on my face.
