Mia was released from the hospital 2 days later, with a warning stating she needs to "not get so stressed out". so i'm driving her back to our place, and hopefully she starts to feel better.
if we're being honest, mia has not gotten any better. she's getting worse.
and it's so scary to me that she's sick and maybe i won't have her forever.
she is even starting to look sicker.
but she's still the most beautiful thing in the world to me. and always will be.
mia turns her head and looks at me.
"i'm ugly." is all she says.
then i went off.
"never say that again mia. you are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen. even just looking at you brightens up my day. i don't deserve someone as amazing as you. so never say that again. because you are literally everything to me. you are the best thing that's ever happened to me." i tell her.
"sucks that your going to suffer when i'm gone soon." she says, looking out the window.
how is she just gonna talk about her sickness like that?
"babe why would you say that?" i ask her.
"grayson are we just gonna sit here and pretend like i'm not obviously getting worse as the days go by." she says, talking about how her face is changing.
i just stare out to the street.
"i'm going to die soon grayson. and your gonna have to live with that forever, and all your gonna have left is the memories. and it sucks because i wanna do so many things with you grayson. so many things. but i can't have everything i want. but since we don't have a forever, i'm gonna tell you something i would of never thought i would be telling you." i tell him.
"and what might that be mrs.dolan?" grayson asks laughing.
"since i was 10 i lived down the street from this guy that i have now seemed to love. he didn't really know me, in fact i didn't really know him. but i damn straight knew that i was going to fall in love with him. he always had this thing about him that makes you just wanna die in his arms. do you remember december 27th? you were 14." i ask.
he suspiciously nods.
FLASHBACK///GRAYSONS POV (december 27th)
"alright bro, i'll see you later." cameron says, biking his way into his driveway.
i ride my bike down the street, and onto my block when i ran into a fire hydrant, flying me head first into a curb. the last thing i remember is seeing blood literally everywhere.
MIAS POV
i look out my bay window, like i always do in the afternoon. i wonder if grayson is outside. he is the hottest guy i have ever seen. wait. what is that? gray-GRAYSON?
"oh my god!" i scream.
i run downstairs and out my door, looking over to see an unconscious, bloody grayson, flung over a curb.
i rush over and call his name, and he doesn't respond.
i take out my phone and call 911.
i take my sweater off and push it over the huge gash on his head, to hopefully stop the bleeding.
the ambulance ended up coming soon after and took him to the hospital. i called his parents and told them everything that happened. they thanked me multiple times. but i was glad to help grayson.
END OF FLASHBACK// GRAYSONS POV
"you were the person who saved my life." i say, looking down.
mia just nods.
"thank you. id be dead without you. i love you so much mia."i say.
she just leans in and kisses me.
if only i could do the same for her.
