Unjust LOVE

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" Class dismissed! " the teacher ended the 4th period as the bell rang indicating that it was finally recess time. Phew thank goodness it finally ended. Dont get me wrong. I lovee Biology but you know sometimes your brain just couldn't accept any more facts *shrug (ㄒoㄒ)

Usually, Taehyung would wait for me at the cafeteria to have our lunch together. But this time i decided to keep my distance from him. I wanted to be independent, that's wht i thought.

So i made my way to the small park in the school which has large trees, a comfortable place to hv lunch under them. I rarely had my lunch there. I guessed some students already 'mark' few places as theirs. My eyes was busily looking for a vacant place to sit.

Just then i saw one tree, kinda shady but perfect to dig in my lunch. But i saw a boy there, sitting and enjoying his bread (kind of). He was alone. He looked mysterious but I've seen him around before. He is Min Yoongi, he's cold but cool and a braniac too. He ranked in the top 3 in every exam. But he rarely spoke to anyone. But it doesnt mean that he's unpopular. Girls like his mysterious side.

I figured it's not wrong to sit with him. Yea just to sit with him yoon ah, nothing more. Just enjoy your lunch and stay quite.  Easy peasy. Besides where else could u sit? My inner self convinced me.

So I walked towards him and sit beside him (not too close). I unpacked my lunch and ate without making a sound. It was hard to not make even a munching sound!!!

I glanced at him and HE'S STARING AT ME.
AND HE'S COMING CLOSER. I SWEAR MY FOOD DIDN'T DIGEST WELL.

"Hey u're yoon right? We meet before in a maths contest 2 months before" he approached me.

"Oh um yes? I didn't think u would remember me haha" okay that sounded awkward. BUT MIN YOONGI REMEMBERED ME? WHYYYYYY? THAT WAS 2 MONTHS AGO. AND HE DIDNT EVEN INTERACT WITH ANYONE THEN.

My inner self was screaming real hard and could feel my ears burning (bcs of the urge of not wanting my mouth to spill out unnecessary things)

He rubbed at the back of his head and said "um i think you're pretty cute. Besides my friends kept teasing me with you because our name... Um is kinda the same. Yoon.. Yoongi" he let out an awkward laugh. Oh so he do has friends. But that's not the point here!! I'm curious of where this conversation is going.

"Well um, wanna be my girlfriend? I know this is out of the blue but i hope u said yes. When i saw u at the park just now, i was battling with my feelings whether to approach u or not. But then u sat beside me... Um.. Yea.. " he looked away, i could tell he's blushing.

I was shocked and i froze at that moment. I was thinking of what answer i could give him.

2nd September

Dear diary,
the mysterious but charming min yoongi just confessed his love for me! It was... Idk kinda weird. i never thought anyone would like me, let alone confessed to me. You must be thinking what answer i gave him right?
Well, i agreed. Yes i agreed to be his girlfriend!!! You must think that the reason must hv been bcs i was dying to date right? Hahaha nope nope.

The truth is, i accept yoongi's proposal bcs i wanted to keep myself from taehyung. I thought that maybe this is the only chance to free tae from me and OUR promise. We wouldn't be as close as before if i have my own boyfriend. And i know this is the best for both of us. Lots of girls confessed their love to tae but he didnt accept them because hes afraid if i would be jealous if he cares for a girl more than me. I swear I'm okay with that but he insisted to stay that way. He wants an US but i dont think it's a love kind of US. So i figured this is the best decision for me and him.

About my feelings to yoongi, they will surely develop and besides i hv always wanted a boyfriend. Shouldn't i be happy?
           -Yoon yoon signing out （●´∀｀）ノ♡