Unjust LOVE

5

I let out a heavy sigh while I looked outside of the window situated in my class. I was on the 4th floor so I could pretty much observe everyone from up here. Apart from paying attention to other people walking back and forth down there, my eyes were busily following a figure who was resting on a bench, and was engrossed to his book. From afar I still could see how good looking he was today. And everyday.

I told myself that I will be independent and will survive alone. But from the bottom of my heart, i knew that this wouldn't be easy. Truthfully i succeeded at being independent but at some point, i think kind of miss Taehyung's presence. For him being with me, alone, made my mood better. He was my source of laughter, my inspiration and my friend. Why was I so dumb to leave him like that?

"Hey Yoon, are you crying? Why are your cheeks all wet?" exclaimed Sora, my classmate.

I raised up an eyebrow, totally confused of what she was talking about. So my hands ran up to both of my cheeks to check them for myself. To my surprise, she was right about that. I was tearing up without me even knowing!

"Here have this" Sora handed out a tissue from her pocket to me.

"Thanks Sora" i muttered slowly to her.

She held my hand and went, "Hey if you have anything to share with me, then I'm all ears. I don't know what this is all about but I'll help you if i could"

She put on her brightest smile which had me smiling too. She was patiently waiting for my answer but I wasn't ready to tell anyone about me and Taehyung so i kept silence, hoping she would understand.

Sora seemed to get my silent treatment so she got up from her chair and pulled my hand "It's okay if you're not ready to tell me. So now let's head down to the hall. Remember that today's our Graduation Day! Wipe up your tears and put a smile on that pretty face. No one can be sad throughout this day on my watch!" she giggled.

"Thanks Sora. Um, Let's hurry. I think everyone is already there." I jumped from my chair then we both hurried down to the hall.

Yes today is my Graduation Day and today marks 3 months of me not-talking-to-Taehyung. It wasn't his fault. It was mine. We always bumped to each other everyday because we took the same bus. I could see that he tried to smile at me but I turned my face away. I even took the seat with someone else, leaving my seat (which was beside Taehyung) vacant. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I avoided him myself but on the other hand, i miss his presence. Taehyung didn't approach me since then. Because I pushed him away so why would he get near me?

But on this day, i wished to fix our relationship. I wouldn't want to leave school, leaving someone hanging like that. I never told him why i kept my distance from him even after i broke up with Yoongi.

I need my Taehyung back.Well maybe it's hard to entitle him my anymore. Because our relationship wasnt as close as before, and realising that it was all my doing, I hardly think that he would treat me the way he used to anymore. Anyhow i need to apologise to him, for treating him that way even if he wouldn't forgive, i should try.

"Earth to Yoon! The ceremony's about to start. Pay attention!" Sora pinched my hand, waking me up from being swayed away by my thoughts as she whisper-yelled at me.

I cleared my throat and muttered sorry to her.

"Ladies and gentlemen, students of Seungri High School, i welcome you to our annual-held Graduation Ceremony in conjunction to cherish this year's students who are in their senior year" started the Principal with his speech.

Everyone was overjoyed as they clapped their hands, giving themselves a round of applause for surviving school years.

My eyes ran towards the corner of the hall where i saw Taehyung, getting ready to walk up to the stage to give his speech as the First Ranked Student. I was busily studying him, who was looking so good in his uniform, when just then Sora called my name.

"Yoon, do i look good in this? I think this gown looks big on me" exclaimed Sora, depressingly.

"No, it looks fine on you. Bear with it, besides this is the last time you will wear this graduation gown in school" I reassured her.

Without any thoughts, again I let my eyes to the corner of the hall where Taehyung stood just now. He was still there but to my surprise I caught him looking directly in my way, smiling as we locked our eyes.