Unjust LOVE

4

2nd Nov

Dear diary, 
it had been two months since me and Taehyung haven't talk to each other. I guess my plans had been a success *shrug* We finally parted our own ways. I thought both of us would be happy. But it's not even close to that っ╥╯﹏╰╥c
Oh i forgot to tell you. Me and Yoongi split up right after 3 weeks of being together. We had no chemistry like at all. And both of us realised that fact.

The truth is, i asked Yoongi for a break up (it was really really a hard decision which made me think about it overnight!) It was after we finished lunch, witnessed by our tree (it's his tree by now, no more ours)  i went..

Me: Yoongi... um, I think things aren't working well for us. And you're also aware of that i assumed. Maybe we should um you know...
Yoongi: You're asking for a break up aren't you?
Me: Well um... yea.. I'm sorry..
Yoongi: It's okay. Thanks for letting me know. It's true that i love you but i can't force you to feel the same about me.

(This really made me drowned in my own tears)

I swear Yoongi was so cool about the break up.. but there's me, sobbing hard as if it was me who got dumped by him. Yoongi was so flustered back then so he hugged me to give me comfort. I was so lame i swear *facepalm*. Anyway, we promised each other to continue being friends (but i doubt it would be easy) I know breaking up would hurt him but It's for the best. I couldn't make him stay with me when i couldn't even love him. I made the best choice after all. I guess one problem is solved but... There's one more.. Taehyung.

"Yoon, come on! Let's head up to the library! Everyone's already there" yelled Lyn, my deskmate here at school. Lyn was very strict about times. She always made sure to arrived in time for each classes. Maybe that's one of the things which made her an excellent student.

"Give me a minute! " I reassured her, tossing away my diary. By the look of her face, i knew she wasn't please of our future of 'maybe being late to class'.

In a rush, i quickly grabbed the books needed for my English class which was frequently held in the library.

Without any other thoughts, I scurried to catch up with Lyn, who was walking far ahead of me.

But little did i know, someone was there watching my moves..