Secrets

Love hurts

Iris~

His voice makes me want to melt times infinity but he's a jerk and even worse he probably thinks he can use me like he does his other whores including his ex girlfriend.

I mean wouldn't you be pissed if you found out that your Mate went ahead and took you on a date that he was suppose to be actually having with his ex and too top it off it happen against your own free will.

Yes, I did check his phone but I didn't phase through the door and check. If I did he would've picked up my scent and been mad that I was checking his messages so instead I telepathically sent all his resent messages to my cell phone... in other words I mentally synced his phone information to mine (think of it as saved in a document).

I wanted to stay mad at him but as soon as he came out the shower, I realized I wasn't angry at all not matter how much I wanted to be... I was hurt and disappointed but I guess I should've known better.

I promise myself to never fall in love with a white guy and my Mate oh so happens to be a white guy... a white jerk at that but still. I really wish I wasn't even here right now, I'm suppose to be home with my parents and 4 other little siblings... But Nooo I have to be here at my Mates pent house against my own will and feel naive and stupid for thinking that he, a cruel racist bad boy senior would give a Damn about me.

It hurts but I'll get over it... sooner or later.

He wonders why I'm upset but my head hurts, I'm tired and I really want to be left alone.

He asks me again for the third time "Angel what's wrong?"

After a few moments I decide I should probably just reply to him so he can shut up.

"I'm really-really tired" I somehow answer although my throat feels all swollen up and its feel hard to breathe

It sounds like he wants to reply but instead of doing so he wraps his arms around my waist and although I continue to fight his strong grip, I sooner or later find myself moving closer into his chest and we lay together keeping each other body temperature balanced.

All I can say right now is that as soon as this whole mating thing is over, I can hopefully just live a regular life.... or at least how I envision it.

I really am exhausted my eye lids are heavy and droopy, thank the lord that this day is almost at its end because I sure as hell will not be doing anything like today again.... with a yawn as my sleepy eyes almost drift me into deep sleep, the last thing I remember being said by Seth was "Tomorrow we'll be talking to your parents about having you move in with me."

Say what?!