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XXIII.Simpson & Buttercup

XXIII.Simpson & Buttercup

Lilith was the definition of a mess, she rain checked her lunch with Ray. At 12 o'clock she was going to meet the Arrow, that had a plan. But now that she knew that it was Oliver Queen, that his life was on the line, she couldn't think straight. All of her logic and self control flew out the window. She knew she had to stay away from him, but how could she stay away from Oliver during the fight?

She kept walking by his office to check if he was okay.

She understood why he didn't tell anyone, not even Thea. She saw Diggle walking out for the day, probably to suit up, he had to be Spartan, and Roy had to be the red kid that followed Oliver around.

It was clear that Thea didn't know, she'd probably freak, what are the odds? Her brother, boyfriend, and best friend are all vigilantes.

Lily wondered if Laurel knew, she walked passed Olivers office for the twelve time today and the minute she did she was pulled into his office.

She pursed her lips caught, "I was just... totally not spying on you... I was looking at the color scheme-"

"Violet."

You would think that Violet would come up with something but Violet too used to have a huge crush on Oliver and the target on his head wasn't sitting well with her, not at all.

But instead of worrying she just wanted to slit the throats of all who threatened him.

"Are you okay?" He quaked putting his tough hand on her soft face, she had always wondered why his hands were so tough like workers hands, now she knew it was because his tennis games were actual him fucking up bad guys, and sometimes her.

"Me? What? I'm fine!" She said her voice high and squeaky. "I don't know why I sound like Ross when he found out that Rachel and Joey were dating, cause I know he said he was fine but he wasn't but I am totally, " she took a deep breath seeing as his frown slowly turned into a beautiful smile, "fine."

Oh god, she couldn't handle if Oliver were to die, it'd be her fault, Tobias and Slade were after him because she started her crusade.

Oliver could see she was obviously worried, "Violet."

She sighed, "one of the most transilluminating moments of my life of bad luck was the day I lost my father,  I lost him cause he left to do something stupid that to this day I still don't know, I lost my dad Oliver, you should understand but at least for you, you know why, you out of all people can understand that pain." Lily felt tear moving to her eyes and Oliver didn't understand why she was getting so emotional. He wanted to kiss her. Looking at her soft plump lips, the warmness in cheek, he wanted to lean in and make all of her pain flow out of her and into him, she just wanted whatever was wrong with her to just stop existing.

"Is this about you?" He wondered trying to understand her problem.

"No Oliver, it's about you."

He leaned back stunned, "I don't understand, am I making you cry?"

"Of course you are Oliver, you're going to get yourself killed!" She immediately realized her mistake and fixed it, "I mean look at you."