Fade away- zalfie baby fanfiction *COMPLETED*

Telling the fans

Zoe's pov
We decided it would be time to tell our viewers what happened. I was so nervous about it. I had barely got any sleep last night as I just kept thinking about it. What if they hated me and didn't want to watch any of our videos any more. YouTube had gave us some money for the sick leave but what if we lost all of our followers.
"Zo?" Alfie called which made me jump from my thoughts. "Yeah" I replied. "Are you ready?" He asked. I nodded but shook my head at the same time.
"It will be ok" Alf told me giving me a big bear hug. I took a deep breath and nodded indicating I was ready. I walked into my office and Alfie had set everything up ready. I sat down and he turned on the camera. This was going on my Chanel so together we said. "Hi guys" I then said I was sorry for being inactive and explained what we were going tote them. I then explained how it could be a trigger warning and we got started. We sat for at least an hour explaining everything. And I mean everything. Even more that we have thought about! After we were finished I. Felt like a huge weight was lifted. I felt as if I could finally focus on my family and how Christmas was coming up and James' birthday! I made some dinner and gave it to liv and James and then me and Alfie ate. We gave the kids baths and then put them to bed. We decided we would watch I'm a celebrity in bed and cuddle. "You know i finally feel like I am over it and can put it in my past" I explained to Alfie. "That's so good I'm so proud of you" he said kissing my head. Three years ago we had no idea that this is what would happen in our life.   I remember us saying we don't want to be parents too soon but now look. Our life had taken so many turns. Good and bad turns but we were happy now and that's all that really mattered.

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Happy happy happy chapter. Let me know some suggestions for the next few chapters until the last chapter/ the Christmas chapter!! Thankyou soooo much for reading
-Emily