Fade away- zalfie baby fanfiction *COMPLETED*

Doctors apointment

Zoe's pov
Today was me dreaded doctors appointment. James had been only feeding on one side which really worried me. Most babies do prefer one to another but they oddly refused. I woke up feeling really really ill. I ran to the bathroom and threw up into the toilet. Alfie came in and tried to comfort me but I sort of just sat crying. He hugged me which did usually help but not this time. My boobs were hurting so bad and had seemed to get even bigger. I cried and cried.

Alfies pov
I woke up to Zoe gone from the bed. I herd her being sick. I jumped out of bed in my boxers and tried to comfort her. She was never 'normal' after pregnancys but she seemed very different.

After she sat crying for half an hour liv woke up. I told Zoe to brush her teeth and then get dressed whilst I saw to liv. I got her out of her cot and gave her s fruit snack I had brought from our stash in the bedside table and chose an outfit. I found a cute little dress and some hopefully matching shoes to put on her. I carried her through to mine and Zoe's room and gave her her daily inhaler and then put some clothes on her. By then Zoe had gotten dressed and gave James a bottle. 
The doctors appointment was at ten o'clock and it was now 9 so we went downstairs to have breakfast. We all ate listening to liv singing again and then we got ready to leave getting our shoes and coats on. Liv was wearing her white dress with white converse and a pink cardigan and pink bow James was wearing a white baby grow with tiny blue jogging bottoms and little baby blue cardigan someone had knitted him. I was wearing a a white t shirt and jeans and a hoodie and Zoe was wearing a spotty blue and white nursing dress with nude flats and a nude coat. We all got into the car, I put James and Olivia in their seats while Zoe got in. I could tell she was in a form of pain as she kept closing her eyes on the journey. I put my hand on her knee every now and then and gave her a quick look of reassurance.
Half way through the journey we dropped Liv and James off at my mums. As we kept driving Zoe had a breakdown again. I pulled over and tried to hug her in the car which was proven to be more difficult than first thought.
We ended up being a bit late for the appointment but I I didn't really care as long as Zoe was ok. We sat in the waiting room for about fifteen minutes until 'Zoe Deyes' was called by a trainee nurse. We both went through to a small room where we originally found out about liv. Memories came flooding back. We both took a seat and Zoe explained to the doctor about James and nursing. The doctor said that it was probably nothing but just in case he would do some tests. He left the room and a female doctor came in. She asked Zoe if she was ok with me being in the room as she would have to reveal her boobs but she said it was fine.
After a lot of tests including pee samples and blood tests. We were sent away and told the results would come in a few days.
On the way home we sat in silence. My mum said she would keep the kids over night as it has been a very tough day. We dropped off lots of bottles and snacks. After we had said goodbye we went home.

When we got home me and Zoe cuddled and watched a movie. We talked about everything and Zoe said she thought her anxiety was coming back stronger. We tried to put everything behind us before we went to sleep but it was pretty difficult as we had the nerves of Zoe's results to come.

A/n
OMG GUYS THANKYOU SOOOOOO MUCH FOR 20k!!!! I totally didn't deserve it but thanks soooooooo much. I finally updated again after an eternity I'm very sorry but hope you enjoy the chapter. Just letting everyone know sad things are going to come and it's gonna get dramatic.
-Emily xx