A Submissive To A Woman (Book 1) 18+

Chapter 25 "Past Wounds"

ANASTASIA'S P.O.V

"How can I put this" I hesitated "arabella was my dom"

It was true arabella was my dominant but at the time I was very young but I fully understood what it all meant. I knew what I was getting myself into atleast thats what I thought.

See arabella had a fetish with seeing how much pain she could inflict on others and back then she was a little sadistic

See I knew what a dom and sub relationp was and I knew there was pain In the mist of all that when it came to pleasure

But the pain she inflicted for pleasure was different from the pain she inflicted because she was angry

Now it seemed as though the roles were switched. It looked to me like siya was the one in control and she was obeying to her every command. It was suprising but quite funny

She was someone who I use to have so much respect for until she started treating me like I was an animal, a play thing, her sexual desires for inflicting pain became more like beatings and thats what made me leave her.

I had never spoken to her again after that she tried many times to get in contact with me but I always refused she even showed up on my door step a few times and I ended up moving a few times just to get away from her

It wouldnt surprise me if she was using Siya to get to me but the way siya had her looking I highly doubted it.

"Excuse me" I finally heard mayleen speak "she was your what?!"

She put her hands on her hips giving me that pissed off look that she always does and god did she look sexy as fuck doing that.

I cleared my throat "I use to be a submissive before I became a dom."

"This better not be the woman you told me about" she whisper yelled

I stayed silent I honestly had no idea what to say because this was the woman that I had told mayleen about.

Mayleen took my silence as a yes and you could practically see the fire in her eyes, the amusement she once had was replaced with rage.

"This woman abused you, she beat you and it wasn't all for pleasure most of it was for her own sick jokes" she cried

I hated this. I hated seeing my princess cry and feeling like I was the cause of it. 

"She used you, she hurt you, she broke your heart, anastasia how could you so easily let her in our home?" She continued

"she torched metal just to engrave scares on your back, she let other men touch you all because of some sick game she was playing"

"Mayleen, thats enough!" I yelled

Mayleen was angry I could see that but I did not need to here about all the shit arabella had done to me.

I knew everything already because I had to go through it and talking about it with mayleen was hard enough.

But hearing it from the woman I loved and called my wife and seeing how upset it made her made me angry as well..

"I know your angry, I'm sorry" I apologized

I pulled mayleen close kissing her neck, then her check and gently her lips.

"Forgive me?" I asked

She gave me a look and then pulled away.

"Its not that easy this time." She stated then walked away.

"MAYLEEN'S P.O.V"

How could she not tell me that was her? Of all people she would let her step foot into this house.

If she thought that I was going to just let this go, she better think again.

I walked out of the room and made my way to the guest room. When I got there I contemplated on what I was going to say but I hadnt prepared a speech or anything for this moment.

I knocked on the door a few times soon siya answered.

"Babycakes" siya laughed

I literally hated when she called me that I felt like a little kid again. My sister use to call me that, I remember those memories and it makes me miss her

"Hey puddin" I smiled kissing her cheek

"Dont call me that" siya warned and tried to fake like she was mad

Siya was literally the only friend that remained a true friend since I was younger we've literally been joined to the hip.

"I'd like to talk to arabella. I think we both could use some girl time" I smiled "dont you think puddin?"