A Submissive To A Woman (Book 1) 18+

Chapter 28 "Forgive Me"

Arabella looked nervous, the smile on her face seemed more like she was enjoying herself and I didnt like that. Mayleen left the room and gave me and arabella that time to have I guess you could call it closure. 

I needed to show her how much she had underestimated me but something in the back of my mind told me not to go through with this. so Instead of punishing her, I tortured her with words

"stand up" I demanded "we both know you don't do well on your knees" I chuckled

Arabella had changed she was different and clearly didn't seem to be that controlling, crazy dominant woman anymore. She was a submissive now, I could tell by how easily she submitted to Mayleen and by the way she knelled in-front of me. 

She stood up with a fluttered look on her face. The dress she wore was short, it wasn't even passed her knees and when she stood up so did her dress. Maybe she thought it would turn me on, make me want her but in all honesty it just made me more disgusted with her. 

"Tell me. who is your dom? and don't lie. I'm only going to ask nicely once" I questioned

She looked amused that I was even interested in knowing who her dominant was. I was curious because of the woman I use to know. She definitely wasn't submissive and now she looked at me with a need to obey. 

''Siya" she answered 

Siya was her dom? That explained alot. Siya had dominance that radiated off of her and I wont deny that she was clearly attractive. she had a hard face, beautiful but her jawline could literally cut through anything, her body was toned, fit and you could obviously tell she worked out. She screamed dominance so this didnt surprise me. 

What surprised me was that arabella was her submissive. If I know arabella then I know she didnt become her submissive by accident. 

"What happened to you?" I asked 

This question seemed to bother her, the look on her face turned into a smug but soon it disappeared  "I fell in love" she responded

She fell in love? I wanted to die of laughter but the look on her face told me that she was serious. How funny is it that a woman who wasn't even capable of loving anyone but herself now loves someone. 

"Siya? thats who you love. why?"

She looked confused, she went to walk out of the room and I stopped her. I pulled her closer to me and she froze. Her eyes closed and she took a deep shaky breath and then reopened her eyes. 

"Because she changed me. She made me a better person. She makes me want to be a better person."

I don't know why but those words coming out of her mouth made me angry.

"Why couldn't you love me?" 

Arabellas mouth opened to speak only to close again, her eyes got watery as if she was going to cry. She stood there silent for a long time and then she hugged me tight, my whole body froze to her touch, to have her touch me again and be this close to me felt like a nightmare. 

"I couldn't love you because I wasn't ready to love anybody, I treated you like you werent even human. I beat you, I raped you, I took away all that innocence you once had and for that I am truly sorry" she cried "Please forgive me?"

Wow. she was finally admitting it, she was finally admitting what she did to me and for some reason it just wasn't enough. I didn't want to hear her sobs or her cries or even her apologies, It all seemed fake and it was far too late to try to fix or mend things with me after everything she did. 

I cleared my throat from the tears that were about to spill out and said the only thing that was left of me to say "Leave" 

The tears in her eyes finally spilled and she was a sobbing mess. She held onto me as if she never wanted to let me go. 

"Anastasia, Please?!" she cried out 

"Where was your sympathy when I begged you not to hurt me, Where was your sympathy when I begged you to stay and not to let those men rape me." I finally cried

Arabellas hands went up to her mouth in disbelief in an attempt to stop her cries finally letting go of me, Her hands were shaky and her other hand was over her heart. 

"I'm so sorry, I am. Please believe me?"

"Believe you? I told you about my mother and what happened to her and you promised me I would never be a victim like she was, I would never be abused physically or mentally by anyone and I TRUSTED YOU and you lied. So please get out of my house, I have a wife to get back to" I yelled

She ran out the room and out of the house, her sobs still audible from our rooms, I just couldnt feel bad for someone who could do so much harm to me. 

"Hey baby, are you okay?" Mayleen asked hugging me

I held her back and embraced her as much as she did me. I smiled in the crook of her neck and at this moment everything seemed to be okay. 

"I am now"